笨蛋のholidays......

hmmmm.....
its holiday!!!
finally oh...but actually...
im not hoping to hav holiday...
its totally, extremely, hello kitty :)
$^%*(^*%#^536%*&$&#&*()*6y
SIEN!!!
ntg to do everyday...
on9 nia...
i quite lazy to post blog de...
so....sure not gonna write chinese again this time...
hee^^


tat day( 16/9)
finish exam go watch movie with a bunch of ppl...
actually is my classmate lar...XD
watch finish already 9pm, go back then continue yamcha...
til 2am like tat...
then go fren's hse sleep...
coz we going somewhere...:)
btw...i remember i 踢 by janice tat time...
mayb she oso duno tat she did...>.<
sleep 2 and half hours nia...T-T


then nex day...(17/9)
go sunway lagoon~
spend quite much bcoz + kfc & pizza...T-T
many ppl ------->>>>> 5 ppl nia...
haiz...sad thing...
jus wan mention joan de msg nia...
算liao lar...
lastly jus left me,
felicia, josephine, ah put and johnson...
but we did have a gud time there...
p/s: felicia, 照片next time only give me ba...
then went back to klang from subang by ktm...
so many ppl inside...
all wan balik kampung raya de...
haiz...
but we manage to enter oso lar...
wad to do...mus reach klang fast fast ma...
then...reach telok gadung about 8pm...
stupid火车delay from jalan kastam...>.<
then reach home....errr....about....
can guess urself le ba....haha
reach home very tired d...
就.....sleep.....


next few days...
ntg special....
till now...
very very 闷~~~
haiz.....
football, sino-net, primary gathering...
like tat....
all is not i wan de...
but i oso duno wad i wan to do...
wah....i siao d....
quite 烦oso de...
i duno wad im thinking tis few days...
MISS mm......
150 days ++....
and i didnt sms u for a long time d....
again....
i dun think we will see each other this holidays...
i miss u all~~~
and quite miss H4 de ppl...
>.<
hmmm.....
i guess tats all...
its getting "earlier"....
i think i'll stop blogging for a while吧...
many ppl getting busy this time...
view oso no view了...
i oso dun hav题目to write d....
so....
have a nice day everyone~~~

对不起。。。

很久没有发生了。。。
好不容易回到巴生，想放松一下心情，
但却和妈妈吵架了。。。
昨天发生的事。。。
其实只是小事。。。
当时的我，正在on-9，
爸爸回来看我没有在温习，
就问他为什么没有讲我。。
理所当然的，就来问我。。。
我，
语气很好的，
回答：我等下会读。。
怎知他却大发雷霆，
把我骂了一顿。。。
当时我有一点不爽。。
回答：那你要我怎样？
就是这一句话，定了我死罪。。。T-T
妈妈所做的东西都发出声音。。。
就是。。。
大大力。。。
最后还加了一句。。。
“不要我们管以后考试就不要回来”
我当然没管那么多。。
关了电脑，就拿我的书包上楼去读。。。
到了晚上妈妈也没和我说一句话。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

今天我告诉他说我下午会回去setapak。。。
他也没说什么。。。
载我到ktm station 后，
我。。。
最后还是投降了。。
说了句对不起。。。
haiz。。。
woman, die also must have face。。。
就没事了。。。

刚读完了economics的chapter 8。。。
过后要继续了。。。
我好烦啊。。。
有很多的疑问号出现在我脑海里。。。
不单单只是economics，
还有其他的问题。。。
是不是我又做错了什么。。。
我好想念你。。。
也许我不该再想那么多了。。。
aih。。。。。。
最后，
要。。。
加油加油加油！！！

5 too goo...

arrghh~
终于。。。考试了！！
刚考完英文。。。
接下来是星期六！
haiz。。。
还在想要不要回巴生。。。
还有5科。。。
sien到~~~
大家一起加油吧。。。:)

都不知还有没有人会view这个blog。。。
みなさん、がんばってください！！！

useless ppl (废人) in the next 2 days...XD

arrrggghhhh!!!!
so sien ar.......
although now at my home...(klang)...
but i duno wad to do....
exam are coming soon...
nex week...
but i cant concentrate....
and actually....
my study method is different....
oways study in the last minute only will remember...
if not...read too early will forget TOTALLY...
urggghhhh....T-T
so..................
i didnt tink to study right now...
on9-ing chit-chat...
watch tv...
PS 2...
blah blah blah....
and later at night got footbal match to watch...
lolx....
looks like enjoying....
but i worry about my exam de....
play a while....then will go take notes see a while...
swt lar...why like tis....
u guys sure wondering why no one care about wad i do...
my family?
nerh.......all go bek penang d....
so boring....
but my sis didnt go bek...
although she didnt go bek.....
errrrrr......
i guess she wont be at home all the time....
hanging out with her frens....>.<
so..........
im home alone....
sien dao~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wan jio ppl out oso duno jio who...
everyone is busy-ing with thier hwks...
haih...haih...haih...
obviously...im not scare be at home...
bcoz everytime like tat...
often alone wad....
but if let me alone at setapak....
woah....definately....
especialy when raining day....
#^%*&^%^#E$%&^(

lolx....
thursday jiu at home d....
friday morning go play badminton with weihao them...
totally shock when see my form5 mix double de partner, (actually not at all)
sue, cut her hair till short short...XD
but quite nice lar...hee^^
see i so gud...kaka..
then....long time didnt play d...
hand oso very pain after play...
and i lose to rex in single match oh....lolx...
but nvm lar...play play only ma...keke...
my knee stil havent go for operation...
stil got a bit "problem" de...
haiz...
but i cant live without sports....haha... :)
hmmmmm......
actually...smtg bothering me....
haiz...
jus hope dun tink too much liao....
later get myself in troble jiu not gud...@.@

and and and....
my leg's finger very pain...
the second one...lolx...
got a biji tings at there...
no matter how i scratch or cut, it wont jus cure...
yesterday my mum bought medicine for it...
she say is the "chicken eye"..i oso duno wad is tat...
so...wan to put medicine, then need to cut off the upper skin 1st lor..
my mum cut it til.....
blood come out...uurrrgghhhhh!!!
tink about it make me fel pain again...
aiks.....so bad...walk oso pain...
but ntg can stop me right now...
if i wanna do smtg, i wont giv up easily... hehe....
so guys, faster jio me play footbal in the evening!!
kaka....XD

k lar...wanna think wad to eat for my lunch d....
T-T....
wan eat wad....
JOR............
another problem...>.<
wuwuwuwu.....

* I-F *

The word "IF"...very meaningful...

it could change a ppl's mind...

or even life...

im wondering....

if everyting has a IF, perhaps we should think

about wad wil happen before it get worse...

dun make urself lost and duno wad u're actually doing...

IF I DIDN'T COME TO KLANG WHEN IM SMALL...

maybe i'll never noe jiin jiek for 15 years...

and maybe im not in desawan...

never noe more about places...

IF I DIDN'T STUDY AT RAJA MAHADI...

maybe i wont get a chance to noe so many frens...

and form KCA...and not even indian and malay frens...

i get to play f.bal when secondary bcoz got field there...

primary dun hav...

and ar...

meet a lot of ppl...from a pendiam,

talk more now...maybe i had a lot of "gud" fren tat teach me tis...

i talk a lot more compare to b4...

talk more, noe more, but problems occur more oso..

i prefer to live in my small place, small world...

so that i wont tink too much...

but jus er.....i can't...

IF I STUDY AT STAR NOW...

maybe i will hav more time with my frens and my family...

jus bcoz tat i will live with my family, then i can't learn to be independent...

i wouldn't learn how to take care of myself,

eat alone, and everyting i had to do it myself...

if i at STAR, maybe i'll had better relationship with marcus,

since our hse so near...

and maybe i can get more closer with chee siang, kok hua, and jia ren...

we didn't see each other since take results...

and maybe will have some changes of my life...

since "someone" say something about STAR...

p/s: make sure u remember wad u say...i nearly wan change scl tat time...XD

perhaps i should really change to STAR...>.<

i find tat i've lost myself...duno my actual direction...swt...

and maybe i will definitely fail bcoz my result sure not gud in there...

compare to those.....amazing, brilliant, books-worm...

if i at my hse, i can't be drinking coffee and writing blog like now...

and ar.....hmmmmm.....

MARCUS, make sure u do wad u've said! about the 4.0.....hahahaha...

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME...

i would go bek to form3, jus to study hard...

and get gud results in PMR again...

study well my sejarah, so that it would be easy for me now...T-T

stupid subject =hubungan etnik...

and i fel like wan to study at raja mahadi again...

ponteng, lepak, kaubekaubu there...

go other ppl's class...

can see ppl copying homework everyday morning...

go late late...

sleep in class...

and mostly is cheating when exam...

most "qi kek" wan...haha...

but i didn't cheat since form4 ler...so long d...

hope can do it again...wahaha...

but i quite tired of tuition tat time...

so busy busy busy....

sometimes wan sleep oso going...

but most fun is form 5 de english tuition lar...

and thx to shan may bcoz every friday sit beside me

and talk to me...even cheer me up when im down...

and so...our relationship bcm better right?

see...i oways say gud tings about u oso...

but......

IF I BE TOGETHER WITH SHAN MAY...

!!!!OMG...

%$#&*^)$&*^(*@&)(*

imposible...>.<

dun tink about it...haha...

kiding de....ngek ngek...

how many years we noe each other?

3may tel me if u noe...kaka...

IF I KENA H1N1...

i will...

ermmm....

do watever i need to do 1st...

such as...enjoying...

but imposible right?

if kena d...sure need to 隔離...

watch movie oso canot...

but...

i will not tel my fren...

so tat they wont worry...

if i dying....

i hope everyting will jus be fine...

everyone like normal, no response...

so tat i can be peaceful...

and i hope tat i've done wad i supose to b4 i die...

haha..so tat i wont regret...XD

at last...

jus hope everybody take care of urself...

is better to stay at home...

and ar...hope those in sick can recover soon...

p/s: u faster recover and come play "cho dai dee" with me ler! (i hope u see this)

everyone, fight the virus!!!

so.....everyting can happen...

jus if....

if u tink wad u supose to do right now,

dun waste any time...

life is short...

enjoy while u can...

be happy oways...

someting will not go to u,

is u should go get someting tat u want...

u will not get any chance to turn back...

jus if u regret...

remember....IF...

*IF I DIDN'T TEACH SOMEONE HOW TO RIDE A BIKE TAT TIME,*

maybe now she need to walk to scl everyday...wakaka...

even in rain...faster thx me lar...ngek ngek...XD