* I-F *

The word "IF"...very meaningful...

it could change a ppl's mind...

or even life...

im wondering....

if everyting has a IF, perhaps we should think

about wad wil happen before it get worse...

dun make urself lost and duno wad u're actually doing...

IF I DIDN'T COME TO KLANG WHEN IM SMALL...

maybe i'll never noe jiin jiek for 15 years...

and maybe im not in desawan...

never noe more about places...

IF I DIDN'T STUDY AT RAJA MAHADI...

maybe i wont get a chance to noe so many frens...

and form KCA...and not even indian and malay frens...

i get to play f.bal when secondary bcoz got field there...

primary dun hav...

and ar...

meet a lot of ppl...from a pendiam,

talk more now...maybe i had a lot of "gud" fren tat teach me tis...

i talk a lot more compare to b4...

talk more, noe more, but problems occur more oso..

i prefer to live in my small place, small world...

so that i wont tink too much...

but jus er.....i can't...

IF I STUDY AT STAR NOW...

maybe i will hav more time with my frens and my family...

jus bcoz tat i will live with my family, then i can't learn to be independent...

i wouldn't learn how to take care of myself,

eat alone, and everyting i had to do it myself...

if i at STAR, maybe i'll had better relationship with marcus,

since our hse so near...

and maybe i can get more closer with chee siang, kok hua, and jia ren...

we didn't see each other since take results...

and maybe will have some changes of my life...

since "someone" say something about STAR...

p/s: make sure u remember wad u say...i nearly wan change scl tat time...XD

perhaps i should really change to STAR...>.<

i find tat i've lost myself...duno my actual direction...swt...

and maybe i will definitely fail bcoz my result sure not gud in there...

compare to those.....amazing, brilliant, books-worm...

if i at my hse, i can't be drinking coffee and writing blog like now...

and ar.....hmmmmm.....

MARCUS, make sure u do wad u've said! about the 4.0.....hahahaha...

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME...

i would go bek to form3, jus to study hard...

and get gud results in PMR again...

study well my sejarah, so that it would be easy for me now...T-T

stupid subject =hubungan etnik...

and i fel like wan to study at raja mahadi again...

ponteng, lepak, kaubekaubu there...

go other ppl's class...

can see ppl copying homework everyday morning...

go late late...

sleep in class...

and mostly is cheating when exam...

most "qi kek" wan...haha...

but i didn't cheat since form4 ler...so long d...

hope can do it again...wahaha...

but i quite tired of tuition tat time...

so busy busy busy....

sometimes wan sleep oso going...

but most fun is form 5 de english tuition lar...

and thx to shan may bcoz every friday sit beside me

and talk to me...even cheer me up when im down...

and so...our relationship bcm better right?

see...i oways say gud tings about u oso...

but......

IF I BE TOGETHER WITH SHAN MAY...

!!!!OMG...

%$#&*^)$&*^(*@&)(*

imposible...>.<

dun tink about it...haha...

kiding de....ngek ngek...

how many years we noe each other?

3may tel me if u noe...kaka...

IF I KENA H1N1...

i will...

ermmm....

do watever i need to do 1st...

such as...enjoying...

but imposible right?

if kena d...sure need to 隔離...

watch movie oso canot...

but...

i will not tel my fren...

so tat they wont worry...

if i dying....

i hope everyting will jus be fine...

everyone like normal, no response...

so tat i can be peaceful...

and i hope tat i've done wad i supose to b4 i die...

haha..so tat i wont regret...XD

at last...

jus hope everybody take care of urself...

is better to stay at home...

and ar...hope those in sick can recover soon...

p/s: u faster recover and come play "cho dai dee" with me ler! (i hope u see this)

everyone, fight the virus!!!

so.....everyting can happen...

jus if....

if u tink wad u supose to do right now,

dun waste any time...

life is short...

enjoy while u can...

be happy oways...

someting will not go to u,

is u should go get someting tat u want...

u will not get any chance to turn back...

jus if u regret...

remember....IF...

*IF I DIDN'T TEACH SOMEONE HOW TO RIDE A BIKE TAT TIME,*

maybe now she need to walk to scl everyday...wakaka...

even in rain...faster thx me lar...ngek ngek...XD