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10/12/2013

i'm back

it's October..omost end of 2013
i'm still a guy that have no job no career
hahaha free like hell
nothing to do at home
everything but got distance learning..==
and the interesting part is
i'm still single! LOL
it's hard eh..to have a relationship..
girl de fren i had a lot...
memang a lot...
but then all is my fren...
i'm still waiting for the one..
nvm la..already wait for so long
continue wait loo
oh ya..
i er...get the frenship back with Juneting
but errr...now we back to own hometown
and have our own life..
no more contact as well...
well..this is life isn't it?
great time i had in UK..
it's been a long long journey..
=)

8/01/2013

Life Goes on..

hey blog..long time no see..
guess none of my fren will read about u already eh?
ah haha..it's alright..=)
it's 1st of August 2013..
already gone through more than half year..
and yet im still like doing nothing..
sigh..what bout my future? @@
im kinda lost..currently still at Liverpool, degree for my course
everything goes well..i guess so..
uh...good time hard time, had to live as well
life goes on..
sometimes, i still will like being emo..
especially in the middle of the night like this..
but im trying to be better..hope so..
yeah..same problem..relationship eh?
nobody care..how long should i wait for it to come?
i just wanna someone right there for me..
but i always could not get rid of it..
yeah..im still not good yet..
wrong timing...wrong person...what's more?
T___T oh gosh...
sometimes..i still wondering give up or not..
if i give up, what for i being so stupid for so long..
if not give up, what for i being hurt all the time?
sigh...you're asking which one eh?
hmmm...doesn't matter..
sometime i'll ask myself..
what am i seeking for? why?
she treat u like this, and u still care bout her..
what's the point? no reply, ignore, and not even a care..
izit what i want? i just regret...
i really miss you.. shinky..
but i gave my everything and pray for u to get a happy life with him..
i know u found the love one..just maintain it
and im happy as u're.
atleast...im the one who wait for endless..

6/20/2013

Just being hurt

i hate people ignoring me
i don't wanna be the camera man
i want to be in the picture as well
please be good to me
i also have feelings
photos without me and tags as well
am i invisible?
or i'm looking bad to you?
shame to have me in your life?
i'm not a big person with lots of strengths
but i'm a thing called friend
not a rock
or mirror
ignoring question is a problem
ignoring person is a behavior
but then ignoring me is like for sure
now i confuse
what am i to you?

3/29/2013

T-Ting

" 自己惹的恶果 就要有本事自己去承受!"

呆在电脑前 看着你写的这些话

心里很难受 又能如何

这意味着

百分百的 不能回头了吗?

我没本事

我承受不了

我只是 不想再失去任何人了..

3/14/2013

Life and Live

time flies...
it's 2013 March..
having internship right now..
and..life getting up and down as well..
as the time JuneTing leave me alone,
i had more time to think about myself
and talk to myself..
i'm just sorry that i didnt take care of it..
but life's changed all the time..
i had a good time by myself as well..
i pray everyday, hope that the greatest will bless me
and i'm getting better day by day..
happier and with a brighter smile..
what do i still hope to?
well...a lot...
chances is given every time,
just depends on how u gonna get it thou..=)

i know..there is no turning back again to get back the friendship
with JuneTing
nor my ex-housemate
and also shinky..
relationship aren't that easy to manage..
sometimes letting it go is the best choice
and...
i'd seen through it..=)
just hope that one day, i can get it back..
especially JuneTing..
whenever u need me, i'll ready for ya..
cause u all are my friend forever.