Life Goes on..

hey blog..long time no see..
guess none of my fren will read about u already eh?
ah haha..it's alright..=)
it's 1st of August 2013..
already gone through more than half year..
and yet im still like doing nothing..
sigh..what bout my future? @@
im kinda lost..currently still at Liverpool, degree for my course
everything goes well..i guess so..
uh...good time hard time, had to live as well
life goes on..
sometimes, i still will like being emo..
especially in the middle of the night like this..
but im trying to be better..hope so..
yeah..same problem..relationship eh?
nobody care..how long should i wait for it to come?
i just wanna someone right there for me..
but i always could not get rid of it..
yeah..im still not good yet..
wrong timing...wrong person...what's more?
T___T oh gosh...
sometimes..i still wondering give up or not..
if i give up, what for i being so stupid for so long..
if not give up, what for i being hurt all the time?
sigh...you're asking which one eh?
hmmm...doesn't matter..
sometime i'll ask myself..
what am i seeking for? why?
she treat u like this, and u still care bout her..
what's the point? no reply, ignore, and not even a care..
izit what i want? i just regret...
i really miss you.. shinky..
but i gave my everything and pray for u to get a happy life with him..
i know u found the love one..just maintain it
and im happy as u're.
atleast...im the one who wait for endless..