你想过吗？

有时候，我不明白

朋友久了就少话说了吗？

还是我做错了什么？

该说都说了，

信息也发了

你什么也没说

也没问什么

那我也没提起了

惊喜有那么的困难？

我省吃俭用的

等的就是那么的一天

心想能为你这个朋友

过个快乐的生日

你说过

你想要个Haagen dazs的蛋糕

我其实想要买个给你

我懂你可能不会要

但这只是我的心意

天真的我

就连这点都做不到

呵呵！

还真有点失望

我没有愤怒，伤心

原来我是有点难过的

觉得

我们的感情

越来越遥远

比起你的朋友

我简直可以当透明

或许你认为这并不是一回事

但我只觉得

我被忽略了

你说过的话，我记得

我说过的话，你留意过吗

原来朋友

就是这么一回事

静静，静静就好。

该来的不来

该走的不走

该陪的不陪

这些日子

过得并不是很好

心里很犹豫

其实有些话

很想对你说

但又怕伤害了

你们之间的感情

难道等你亲口问我吗？

到时我该说事实还是谎言？

看到眼前所发生的事

而你却一知半解的

被谎言瞒过了

我不忍心

所以最终

我按着了自己的良心

尽我所能的把它忘了

因为

你答应过我

一定要幸福

但如果我告诉了你

你还会幸福吗？

久违的心情

第一次

我说我不想聊了

心里的感觉

不是很好

原来

我还是很介意

你对我说他的事

心疼

看见你膝盖的淤青

真的觉得很心疼

那么久了都还没好

当时应好好的看着你

不该让你滑倒

现在却变本加厉

伤得更重

虽然我很长气

可是希望你不要讨厌我..

- 拿冰敷在膝盖肿的地方

- 没那么肿过后才擦铁打药

- 大大力的推淤青的地方

- 痛才会好，要忍

- 尽量不要喝冰

- 不要走太多，让脚也休息下

- 多喝水 （和膝盖没有关系）

要好好照顾自己

To her

i know your attitude

i know your style

i know your ways of talking

i know your pattern

but things just can't make people feel better

even if already knew

sometimes it's kinda hurt

sometimes it's feel warm

i don't know why i'm so different treated

compare with others

when i quiet

you will say Emo

when i noisy

you will shut it

you make me feel confuse

to talk or not

or to speak or not

sometimes

i don't like you

you are the one make me down

talk bad

hurt bad

but i know u didn't mean it

it just the way you are

i don't know what will happen next

perhaps we did not get chance

to see each other anymore

or sometimes later you will blacklisted me?

or maybe be one of the people you hate?

many people treated you well

and i'm just trying to do the same

so that i won't being left out

but yet

a word from others can make you happy whole day

an act from others too as well

a phone call

a message

a photo

a status

yes, i'm not

i don't wish to have the same respond

that you gave to them

i just don't want to be hurt

by your words anymore

i know

this post will not affect our relationship

i'm still the one

and you still the way you are

i won't forget you

i will stick my mouth with cellophane tape

你不了解的双子座

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在 乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？

双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是 对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎， 是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向..

星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。

双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

当双子的朋友 真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们 的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他 绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧..

因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Distance

i don't understand

every time give me this kind of problem

what is in this world?

what's this feeling?

why? :(

or maybe i don't have the ability

to moderate people

ya, even football also no one

will go if i ask to play last time

and now

yet i have the same feeling again

is it because i heard of something before this?

or is it just some natural respond about this?

i'm not happy with this kind of situation

Yeah, You're everything!

but why don't you ask me by yourself?

i will be glad if you do so

is it a kind of jealous?

the distance between us

getting far ya know?

just too far that i don't want to

Or perhaps

it just the reason and reaction

for being too close of friendship

.....................

做么叻？

为什么你说一句

每个就会答应？

为什么我之前说的

却装做听不进？

难道就不能迁就我

那么的一次？

每次都为你着想

那么谁又为我呢？

如何才能够让我

不再为你的态度而反感？

这个又爱又恨的好朋友

我究竟能如何呢... :(

礼物

“ 你送的礼物，

会不会太特别...”

看见你穿了那外套

我只是没想到你会

心里面一丝丝的感觉

我笑了 :)

总有一种

回到了以前的感觉

谢谢你

但别对我太好。

就如胸口中了刀。

你看起来很高兴。

但我却不会忘记，

你对我说过的话。

Tikus

I don't know how to stop you

from crying

Really

I very scare

and worried

Perhaps you should think about...

my hamster?

Actually

Dad just don't understand what you want

give him more time

I'm sure he will

someday

Think the positive site of him

you'll feel better i guess

Eh, Hello!

my tikus become dry til die

I takda cry u cry ar? xD

I know..

Big girl do cry..

but nvm

Me and my tikus will cheer up your day

Whenever you're sad

I'm here ready for you anytime :)

Friendship's relation

If I stand up that night

In front of you

And willing to take your hand

In a such romantic environment

Hold your waist

And maybe your shoulder

Don't dare to think about anything

Even if I don't know what i'm gonna to say

I would just tell you that

No matter how people look at you

You're someone special to me

No matter what's the real feeling

I will not let you be alone and lonely

I'm always there for you ♥

有时候，有时候。

有的时候

不是故意的

有的时候

却是很特地

回避着自己的眼神

不去看那些

自己很在意的事

但这些

经过留下的回忆

却深深的印在了心里

忘不去

如果将心把衣服穿上

但却掩盖了一时

盖不了一世

有的时候

不如就让这一切

抛到九霄云外去吧

T-T

星期三。

这几天都发生了很多事情。

不管是巴生的，还是这里的，

都有问题，有烦恼。

朋友与朋友的关系，

也变得不好。

心情其实都很差，可是能怎样？

始终还是要开心啊。

心里有很多的话想说，

可总是找不到人。

说过不会再烦萍萍的。

现在才知道原来心里的话

没说出来是蛮痛苦的。

今天老毛病又发作了。

看来你应该也不会回我了。

我究竟在干什么...

唉.............

叹了气，就算了吧。

最爱

谢谢大家的生日祝福。

谢谢Felicia的礼物。

谢谢萍萍的卤肉饭。

谢谢小雨的到来。

谢谢你们和我庆祝。

xixiang, johnson, zhane,

boon, josephine, ting,

beehong, yongchin, janice

bernice, peylene (剩余的写了）

谢谢祖儿的执著，让我吃了两个蛋糕。

我的最爱 ♥

女孩

某一年的学校里，

男孩在班看到了女孩。

毕竟是同班的，

才第二学期就已经从认识，

变成打成一片了。

女孩知道男孩住附近，

所以上学有时一起去。

当然也不至于放学。

考试前也相约去了图书馆温习。

就这样，学期假期了。

男孩假期里都忙着做饼，

原因是新年不远了。

深夜了，男孩还在熬夜帮忙。

电话响了，信息铃声。

是女孩。

“考完试就不理我了噢？”

男孩一直到把饼做完了才回复。

女孩还没睡，又和男孩聊了很久，

才肯去睡。

男孩心里甜甜的，

心想到底这意味着什么。

男孩和女孩都快快乐乐的度过了假期。

彼此互相关心着，

但不知不觉的，

两人差不多都没话聊了。

或许很多事情都让男孩想不透，

为什么女孩那么静。

不过不管什么原因都好，

已经阻止不了男孩喜欢她。

女孩的行为让男孩觉得彼此都有意思。

因此男孩做了决定。

从认识开始已经将近一年了。

男孩知道女孩喜欢吉他，

特地学了想弹给她听。

不过就在男孩的生日，

女孩拒绝了他。

就连弹的机会也跟着泡汤了。

不管女孩给了多烂的理由，

男孩怪的只是自己。

至少女孩说

“我们还是朋友”

一天一天过去了

男孩没有哭，

并不是不够爱她，

而是自己知道没必要，

有的是机会。

彼此静静的过了几个月。

男孩觉得事情并不是很严重，

直到女孩生日的到来，才后悔了。

当男孩绞尽脑汁

在为女孩准备礼物的同时，

女孩接受了另一个人。

这突如其来的打击，

几乎让男孩崩溃了。

男孩告诉自己没事的。

但已经不能控制眼泪了。

在火车的路程里，

全是女孩的画面。

男孩变得很静，

没上网，没出门，每天睡觉，

就连喜欢的运动也不做了。

这样的生活男孩也不知过了多久。

逐渐的，和女孩少联络了。

男孩拿着吉他不停的弹着

就那一首而已。

虽然恢复了以前的生活，

不知不觉的已经过了很久。

男孩每天逃避，不敢面对，

虽然完全放不下女孩。

但只是希望女孩快乐就好。

假装快乐已经是男孩的喜好。

总是和死党出生入死，

一起吃，一起玩，一起闹。

男孩以为他不再留恋这一切了。

女孩信息男孩。

男孩心想

彼此当朋友总可以吧。

虽然两人之间隔了一道墙，

但谁不想打碎呢。

在一次的聚会，

男孩无意间望去看到了女孩，

她和男友感情不错吧。

男孩心里很欣慰，

但肯定也不好受。

桌上的酒一瓶一瓶打开了。

虽然到了最后没有醉，

不过心情却是好多了。

男孩的一举一动被好朋友阻止了。

住对面的朋友把男孩骂了，

但却没想想男孩的感受。

谁又何尝不想放弃呢？

总要有本事才行吧。

男孩对自己说，

以后不再对其他人提起女孩了。

至少想念时，

默默的就好。

男孩知道，

只要熬多十个星期，

也许这一切

就会结束了。

干杯！

我真的没醉，只是陪陪你们玩罢了。

心情真的有点不好，

真想就这么的醉去。

不用想将多，

不用理将多，

也不用看到将多不想懂的事情。

蛮担心祖儿的，

她说和男友吵架了。

看着她靠在我背后哭了，

我心情也变了。

一直吵着要喝酒，

我知道她想灌醉自己，

不过还好都有人阻止她。

今天，

是你很久以来

和我说最多话的一天，

却也是我最难过的一天。

CAR*

it's been a while i didn't go college by car..

thanks joan for fetching..

didn't expect you to call me tat time..

this time is on the right timing..

i was about to open my door..

haha..

anyway...

i appreciate it..

tmr again with tat kitchen uniform...

gosh...@@

sitting another fren's car long time ago..

time flies...

and i don't think i got chance anymore..

wondering..

can i sit inside the car again?

perhaps....

none...?

upset

It's only a small thing..

and if a friend will remember

what you had asked,

this show how's important you are

in their heart..

although it is just a small matter,

but maybe it means a lot to someone..

i hate people break their promises..

if u cant do it, please don't make any promise..

already past..

and i said it to myself..

i wont ask it again...

anymore..

Face IT...

Few days left...

gonna start go college again..

a little bit of depressed mood,

and don't feel like wanna start..

kept thinking about the past this few days..

and i don't have the courage to face u..

it's happened again,

although i had gone through last sem..

i still thinking of u, miracle, or anything

that can change the reality..

haih..

it's all about time and i'm sure going to face this..

already 9 months,

and i still acting i'm not care about that

and whatever...

i admit that we get along better than before..

at least u got reply me..

but at last, i'm scare...

i don't know what should i do,

am i doing the right things?

how about giving up?

what i said before to myself?

now i seriously can't make decision by myself..

i miss the confidence and happiness

giving by you all...

take me away, please...

Felicia, vivi, johnson, xiang...

thanks for being my way all the time..

Holidays~

being tired for so many days...

sore throat..

damn, i'm gonna fever!

activities kept coming during holidays..

then that's the reason i'm falling down..

been rest for 3 days at home..

last Sunday and Monday: Genting for 2 days

last Tuesday: yamcha till midnight

last Wednesday: movie

last Saturday: watch football

Sunday: futsal and went back KL in the afternoon, then pool and yamcha till midnight

Monday: back to KL again, bowling, then back in evening

Tuesday: Vian's Box date ^^

by the day i reach home,

already exhausted..

gosh! finally...

now still got a bit uncomfortable..

but i don't care anymore~

today Saturday...

it's football day with Marcus...

going out tonight...

then tomorrow futsal in the morning

and i will help Marcus to bring his stuff to KL...

maybe stay one night at there as well..

hmmm...

hope i still enjoy while i can..

it's last sem and i'm gonna work hard for it..

Yosh!!!

Again

the 2nd day of my sis driving..

myvi vs a rubbish truck..

wake up in the morning..

my mum hold my hands and open the big door...

wow!

the front of myvi....

never expect of it..

my mum laugh non stop...

god bless the u're alright..

guess u not dare to drive d ba...XD

Harsh

Another day

i felt the same way

the way you said to me

it maybe kinda a joke

but it just too harsh

not the 1st time nor 2nd time

your attitude make me sad

i know i'm not good in telling joke

or maybe i'm a little bit too over

but i can't take it

that time

I feel wanna cry

I admit

i purposely don't want to reply your message

and also your call after lecture

i really think about want to go back alone

but i just can't treat you like that

i hope one day you will understand

My real feeling

Silent, maybe really is Gold

你不知道的事

终于交了阿塞门

始终被我猜到了

你面对的烦恼

原以为帮不了什么

但却获得了机会

虽然并不是我的组

然而你也不在

但还是和她们做阿塞门去了

那一天

是多么的累

因为前一天才刚把我组的做好

睡了一个钟

就去和"家人们"会合

（刚好她们都一组）

东奔西跑的

最后在KFC落脚

一直到天亮

你不会的

我都把它做了

虽然没帮上什么

但看着全部人都那么的努力

很有满足感

希望我的帮助对你们有用

知道不知所措的你

也许希望被打救吧

我

默默的

就好

阿塞门交了

我也替你松了口气

明天考试加油吧

中伤。

“不要烦我”
这是你今天对我说的一句话。
虽然，它并不代表什么，
但你有想过吗？
你以为我不烦吗？
前一阵子我都还在图书馆大骂，
好不容易有心情说话，
但却被你这么一说。
我没有生气，在车上，我一句话也没说。
也许，这只是小事，
或许是我小气，
但那样的一句话，已伤了我心。
- 火车mate

平淡的"烦恼"

到底怎么了？
这几个星期都过得平平淡淡的，
可总感觉有很多事情发生似的。
我都做了些什么？
考试都不懂怎样..
那努力读书的气势去了哪？

都一直和小伟一起，
到底怎么了嘛..
玩多过温习..
又听了些事。
还以为她们俩一起internship，
感情会恢复以前一样，
不过还是为了小事，都不大理对方。

最近听些Christian的歌，
从菲丽夏那里拿的。
真的影响我了吗？
心蛮平静的..
阿赛门就快要交了。
都还没做好..
不懂欣会不会有问题，
总是对阿赛门东不知，西不会的，
真让人担心。
我想帮却帮不到吧..抱歉。

撞了车之后，感觉...
改变了。是吗？
或许对某些事，但并不完全。
还是尽量做回我自己就好。
毕竟每天扮出来的开心，已经习惯了。:)

"惊"验。

难忘的一天，应该说永远难忘吧。
从以前，很习惯的，当坐别人车的时候，
就会指指点点，常说的一句"小心"。
今天就到我实现了。
WIRA（我）被AVANZA撞了。心痛。
那一瞬间，虽是短暂的，
可脑海里想了许多东西...
第一想到了你，过后朋友，家人，全出现了...
睁开眼，我没事。
车门卡着了，用身子撞出去。
没人命伤亡，驾去了一旁，
等待解决咯。
人家吃早餐，我破财挡灾；
人家去上课，我到警局上。
唉，安息吧，小红（我的车）。

Don't talk to me, i don't want to "hurt" you..

You said what i posted on your wall was too harsh and its hurt you..
and you even telling me to think before i comment next time..
isn't it really harsh and hurt you?
those who commented on that post,does it?
i don't really think so.
or you misunderstand what i'd said?
thought you English is so good..
nothing come to my mind when i received your message..
i waked up middle of the night and saw that message..
honestly it make me can't sleep for 3 or 4 hours..
i even get late to work today...
what is going on here?
you hurt me back?
why? i admit, maybe it was harsh,
or maybe it make you feel embarrassed as i posted in Facebook..
but why did you said such thing?
i really really don't get it,
i'm thinking to ask back you, but i didn't..
i don't want to make any explanation anymore..
it doesn't make sense and useless..
if i really hurt you, SORRY
but if you can drive carefully and slowly,
it worth no matter how hard you hurt me..
i'm not doing anything wrong..yeah,
maybe embarrassed you in Facebook will make you a good driver next time,
maybe write something harsh can make you drive carefully,
but all i did was protecting you..
i don't want to lost a friend like that..
you told me to think about other people's feeling,
but why don't you do the same?
i wrote that because i care you,
i want to wake you up!!!
i'm worried..
you treated me as one of your best friend and so am i!
i don't really want to heard any accident happen on you anymore..
but everything is too late..
i just feel... disappointed..
all i did was just becoming a busy body..
and hurt my best friend for said something harsh..
yeah, i agreed..but i'm full of sadness...
i already give up in telling you to drive careful..
the last time i tell you here,
PLEASE DRIVE CAREFUL AND PAY ATTENTION!
no more accident, MARCUS YONG...
full of bad words coming in my head..
i really wanna shout it out to you this stupid..
whatever it is, i don't care anymore..
enough..
so, next time, i won't be sitting your car anymore,
as i don't want to take my life as gamble..
i'm not a 9 life's cat, there's only one life for me..
i love my life, and if you don't, i can't do anything..
even it was not your fault, but i'd experience with it already..
thanks for your stupid, lovely, very very hurt message..
i'm awake already..don't talk to me please,
no point calling me out anymore, it's better to drive yourself without me..
the day you hurt me and that message, i won't forget forever...


with regards,
SKY

New*

its been a while i didn't touch my blog..

no choice, if i have time to write blog,

why don't i do my assignment?

issh.... not same not same..

anyway...

finally past through 2010..

it's a difficult and unwell year...

unhappy, many things happen...

i though it will be a good year at first...

but as you know, you can predict everything..

there's still got some good memory of cause,

like hanging around...internship?

it's that all? hmmm...i can't remember a thing..

forget about those bad and sad things then,

back to the point, so fast 2011,

and i gonna end my internship at hotel Nikko..

i don't know what's gonna happen this year...

i'll try to change my life now...

maybe become more independent?

all i trying to do is change myself...

the old sky was dead...

i don't have any plan yet,

but for sure, i gonna study very very hard this time...

put everything in study...

i don't want to have any regrets...

maybe something had change me...

or i just want to cover my feeling and concentrate so that

i won't think too much...

this should be my weakness then...

everyone says i like to think too much~

but i don't think it was bad sometimes..

ah! i going too far....

well, i left 9 subject + one resit subject,

total of 10 at least get 5 As...

RIDICULOUS!

am i serious.....

yes i am! doesn't matter i can or not...

i'll try my best...and ah....

what's next? no idea...

oh! by the way...wearing stupid spec now...

T.T

this was done few days ago...

well...

i guess that's all...

just wish this year will be better than last year...

always healthy, happy or not i don't care la,

hope can have a better life...

ally can be enemy, friends can be "はじめまして" (初次见面) also...

everyone changing...why not?

sometimes, alone are much more better...^^

cheers......