Sigh

when know that your friends
did not invited you to the futsal
it's just very hard to accept that
everyone is boycott-ing
i'm not unhappy or frustrated
i'm just feel a little bit of disappointed
truly understand the meaning of
FRIEND
that brings a lot of joy in the past that
i'll never forget
thanks for everything and
thanks for your hurt
just feel disappointment on you that
you rather believe their bullshit
and don't understand me
i thought you are the one who know me
more than anyone else
sigh...
i don't want to make anymore explaination
and also facing the problem
although you're still under control of them
forget about it and that's enough..