"NoThinG is LIFE ; LIFE is BlAnK"

its already 12am++ now...
tmr 8am geh class...
i havent finish study my HO...
mid term test....
half way of chapter 4...
i wondering why....
why i cant continue to read it d...
i duno why...
my mood sudenly bcm bad...
veyr down...
maybe bcoz very busy ba...
assignment are coming all in one shot..
continiously for 3 weeks...
and presentation plus mid term test...
i currently can say done most of the assignment...
but i fel uncomfortable when see-ing other ppl busying...
fel wanna help but cant do anyting...
and everyday will got ppl boh mood in class...
fighting lar, boh song teacher lar,
takda electric curent lar, hilang pendrive lar,
asignment duno how lar, homework didnt do lar...
wad oso got...
i not happy oso not dare to show on my face...>.<
havent done revision...
msn line got problem...
and wondering the feeling i hav izit jealous...
summore flu and fever...
HAIZ...

perhaps...
i should learn like others...
u're right...
i think too much...(not ur personal message lar)
it really make me fel bad...
i lost something very important in my life...
and this make me fel like i have nothing...
alone even with frens...
i should tel u...
or mayb not...
its imposible to happen...
all is not the same...
BLUFF myself tat miracle will happen...
its useless...
miracle wont happen to gud ppl oso...
should make miracle...not to wait miracle happen...
tats all i noe...
something that wont happen,
it wont happen no matter wad u do...
something that is not urs,
it wont be urs no matter how u try...
something that u lost,
it wont be found back anymore even u use google search...
i cant be like tat anymore...
and not now!
i should think clearly wad im doing now...
should not be regret after make decision...





im very tired of all this...
life meaning-less...
i need strength...
..........................................
its all a dream...
i should forget the past...
try to make myself happy...
looking other frens can be happy,
then only i can feel the happiness of joy...
i wan to be a laughter too...
i duno why...
i jus wan to make u happy...
talk more...
but i noe...u closer with them...
aiks...suan le...
fel like wanna eat yong tau fu...>.<
after sleep hope i get my mood back...
wishing to get wad i missing...
i telling myself...
tmr will be a good day...
BE STRONGER in order to PROTECT MY HEART...
so that it wont broke into PIECES anymore...
i miss my mama...T.T


errrrr....
stop here ba...
continue study d...
tataz...

Its All FeLiCiA...

As i promise...
a blog about u...
although update late a few days...
forgive me lar...
bcoz of picture ma...^^

hmmm....
wad to say about u...
monday angry me...T-T
but not my fault ma...
both of us so stuborn...
haiyo...
this 18 years old girl hor...
some cal dai ga jie,
some cal felicia,
some cal leng lui? (errrrr....)
some cal dai si ham?(kiding..)
some cal panda F?
many lar...
cant finish oh...
hmmmm....
she's the one oways make me worry...
(same with janice)
duno how to cross road lar...
get push when enter KTM lar...
take so many heavy things in hand lar...
eat maggi mee lar...will stupid de leh..
do some stupid things lar...
and dun let me ponteng geh ppl...T-T
swt........
how we noe each other leh...
let me think a while...
eeerrrr.........
mayb bcoz she's H4 class rep ba...
or else..mayb she wont talk to me oso de...
a quiet ppl...but know her more d then actually...
she very talkative and crazy geh...
dun judge a book by its cover...
tats wad it mean...haha...XD...kiding...
if not....panda punch oh~~~>.<
and ar...
my KTM and LRT partner lar..
(refer last last blog...)
thx to the train bcoz we hav more time to chat...
kaka..XD
i enjoyed every trip with u...really...^^
but dun leave me go bek alone har...
A frendly person lor...
last time de sunway lagoon trip, make me know johnson more...
even josephine oso talk more with me now...
another thing...VERY SPORTING!
any games, any sports, any activities...
shopping, yamcha, guitar, walk walk,
TBR, swimming, sleeping....all lar..
besides tat, canot less cute and funny lar...
oways talk funny things...
responsible too...
but hor...
no need take the 10kg file everyday ba...
haiz....=.=''
wan become kurus oso no need like tat de...
sakit hati the file leh~~~hee^^
and she's the one who live at klang oso...
see her face oso noe will get buli de...
no choice..have to go back together lor...
anyway...we have 5 more sem to sit in the train...
i know monday u wan say me stupid geh...
anna anna...u win lar...
nvm lar...i forgive u...
im not so small gas ma...
keke...>.<
and hor...
birthday past d...
remember wad u say...one year har...
present oh...
say liao wil giv de...dun worry lu...

p/s: cal u to send the second pic to me..
i forget to save it jor...T_____T
but i guess my msn line got problem..
u cant receive wad i say ba...@.@
so i just upload one lor...
pls dun mind har...XD

THE ONLY PICTURE WE HAVE......T-T



may all your wish come true and a happy 18's life..
take care...
cheers~
thx for being my fren...:)



your partner,
sky

sad...T.T and angry!!! >_<

today some one called me xi xiang again...
SAD liao...
summore just now bluff me...
saying u!
janice! see wad see...u lar...
stupid...
say liao dangerous...
dun wan listen nvm lor,
summore tipu me har...
angry liao lar...
hmmmmphhh...
so stuborn...same like...
ehh hmm...
dun let it happen nex time har...
warning u...