Don't talk to me, i don't want to "hurt" you..

You said what i posted on your wall was too harsh and its hurt you..
and you even telling me to think before i comment next time..
isn't it really harsh and hurt you?
those who commented on that post,does it?
i don't really think so.
or you misunderstand what i'd said?
thought you English is so good..
nothing come to my mind when i received your message..
i waked up middle of the night and saw that message..
honestly it make me can't sleep for 3 or 4 hours..
i even get late to work today...
what is going on here?
you hurt me back?
why? i admit, maybe it was harsh,
or maybe it make you feel embarrassed as i posted in Facebook..
but why did you said such thing?
i really really don't get it,
i'm thinking to ask back you, but i didn't..
i don't want to make any explanation anymore..
it doesn't make sense and useless..
if i really hurt you, SORRY
but if you can drive carefully and slowly,
it worth no matter how hard you hurt me..
i'm not doing anything wrong..yeah,
maybe embarrassed you in Facebook will make you a good driver next time,
maybe write something harsh can make you drive carefully,
but all i did was protecting you..
i don't want to lost a friend like that..
you told me to think about other people's feeling,
but why don't you do the same?
i wrote that because i care you,
i want to wake you up!!!
i'm worried..
you treated me as one of your best friend and so am i!
i don't really want to heard any accident happen on you anymore..
but everything is too late..
i just feel... disappointed..
all i did was just becoming a busy body..
and hurt my best friend for said something harsh..
yeah, i agreed..but i'm full of sadness...
i already give up in telling you to drive careful..
the last time i tell you here,
PLEASE DRIVE CAREFUL AND PAY ATTENTION!
no more accident, MARCUS YONG...
full of bad words coming in my head..
i really wanna shout it out to you this stupid..
whatever it is, i don't care anymore..
enough..
so, next time, i won't be sitting your car anymore,
as i don't want to take my life as gamble..
i'm not a 9 life's cat, there's only one life for me..
i love my life, and if you don't, i can't do anything..
even it was not your fault, but i'd experience with it already..
thanks for your stupid, lovely, very very hurt message..
i'm awake already..don't talk to me please,
no point calling me out anymore, it's better to drive yourself without me..
the day you hurt me and that message, i won't forget forever...


with regards,
SKY

New*

its been a while i didn't touch my blog..

no choice, if i have time to write blog,

why don't i do my assignment?

issh.... not same not same..

anyway...

finally past through 2010..

it's a difficult and unwell year...

unhappy, many things happen...

i though it will be a good year at first...

but as you know, you can predict everything..

there's still got some good memory of cause,

like hanging around...internship?

it's that all? hmmm...i can't remember a thing..

forget about those bad and sad things then,

back to the point, so fast 2011,

and i gonna end my internship at hotel Nikko..

i don't know what's gonna happen this year...

i'll try to change my life now...

maybe become more independent?

all i trying to do is change myself...

the old sky was dead...

i don't have any plan yet,

but for sure, i gonna study very very hard this time...

put everything in study...

i don't want to have any regrets...

maybe something had change me...

or i just want to cover my feeling and concentrate so that

i won't think too much...

this should be my weakness then...

everyone says i like to think too much~

but i don't think it was bad sometimes..

ah! i going too far....

well, i left 9 subject + one resit subject,

total of 10 at least get 5 As...

RIDICULOUS!

am i serious.....

yes i am! doesn't matter i can or not...

i'll try my best...and ah....

what's next? no idea...

oh! by the way...wearing stupid spec now...

T.T

this was done few days ago...

well...

i guess that's all...

just wish this year will be better than last year...

always healthy, happy or not i don't care la,

hope can have a better life...

ally can be enemy, friends can be "はじめまして" (初次见面) also...

everyone changing...why not?

sometimes, alone are much more better...^^

cheers......