^= 天空的回忆 =^

逃避的谎

2012-02-11T00:37:00.004+08:00

"不好意思，我有事情做，

不能和你去吃了，下次吧~"

这是我本来想说的谎言

打好的信息却删除了

对不起，我不是故意的

只是真的没有勇气去面对

但最后还是回心转意了

想了想

其实

能看着你幸福

就是我的幸福了

（我很高兴你叫我一起去）

"新"大学

2012-01-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

好久没写了。

现在的我已经是advance diploma的学生

目前过着第一个学期的假期，

等待着新年~

过了一个学期，还真有点不习惯。

上学也不知怎么了，总是没干劲的。

在这之前，一直期待着新学期的生活，

时候到了，却想念以前了。

写着写着...

我又想你了。

不知现在的你工作如何

没有人陪我熬夜聊天，

我也只能一个人度过这个漫长的假期。=(

事事都不是很顺利。

人缘差了，关系也变了，

考试也不是很理想。

虽然成绩还没出，不过已有心理准备了。

原来没有想象中那么容易读啊。

一度产生放弃的念头，怎么可以呢。

或许这次的大学生活并不是过得那么的好

不过无论如何我都会撑下去。

要有小强精神啊！！！

加油！

你想过吗？

2011-11-13T22:34:00.007+08:00

有时候，我不明白

朋友久了就少话说了吗？

还是我做错了什么？

该说都说了，

信息也发了

你什么也没说

也没问什么

那我也没提起了

惊喜有那么的困难？

我省吃俭用的

等的就是那么的一天

心想能为你这个朋友

过个快乐的生日

你说过

你想要个Haagen dazs的蛋糕

我其实想要买个给你

我懂你可能不会要

但这只是我的心意

天真的我

就连这点都做不到

呵呵！

还真有点失望

我没有愤怒，伤心

原来我是有点难过的

觉得

我们的感情

越来越遥远

比起你的朋友

我简直可以当透明

或许你认为这并不是一回事

但我只觉得

我被忽略了

你说过的话，我记得

我说过的话，你留意过吗

原来朋友

就是这么一回事

静静，静静就好。

2011-10-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

该来的不来

该走的不走

该陪的不陪

这些日子

过得并不是很好

心里很犹豫

其实有些话

很想对你说

但又怕伤害了

你们之间的感情

难道等你亲口问我吗？

到时我该说事实还是谎言？

看到眼前所发生的事

而你却一知半解的

被谎言瞒过了

我不忍心

所以最终

我按着了自己的良心

尽我所能的把它忘了

因为

你答应过我

一定要幸福

但如果我告诉了你

你还会幸福吗？

久违的心情

2011-10-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

第一次

我说我不想聊了

心里的感觉

不是很好

原来

我还是很介意

你对我说他的事

心疼

2011-09-22T00:33:00.003+08:00

看见你膝盖的淤青

真的觉得很心疼

那么久了都还没好

当时应好好的看着你

不该让你滑倒

现在却变本加厉

伤得更重

虽然我很长气

可是希望你不要讨厌我..

- 拿冰敷在膝盖肿的地方

- 没那么肿过后才擦铁打药

- 大大力的推淤青的地方

- 痛才会好，要忍

- 尽量不要喝冰

- 不要走太多，让脚也休息下

- 多喝水（和膝盖没有关系）

要好好照顾自己

To her

2011-08-30T23:54:00.004+08:00

i know your attitude

i know your style

i know your ways of talking

i know your pattern

but things just can't make people feel better

even if already knew

sometimes it's kinda hurt

sometimes it's feel warm

i don't know why i'm so different treated

compare with others

when i quiet

you will say Emo

when i noisy

you will shut it

you make me feel confuse

to talk or not

or to speak or not

sometimes

i don't like you

you are the one make me down

talk bad

hurt bad

but i know u didn't mean it

it just the way you are

i don't know what will happen next

perhaps we did not get chance

to see each other anymore

or sometimes later you will blacklisted me?

or maybe be one of the people you hate?

many people treated you well

and i'm just trying to do the same

so that i won't being left out

but yet

a word from others can make you happy whole day

an act from others too as well

a phone call

a message

a photo

a status

yes, i'm not

i don't wish to have the same respond

that you gave to them

i just don't want to be hurt

by your words anymore

i know

this post will not affect our relationship

i'm still the one

and you still the way you are

i won't forget you

i will stick my mouth with cellophane tape

你不了解的双子座

2011-08-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？

双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向..

星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。

双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧..

因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Distance

2011-08-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

i don't understand

every time give me this kind of problem

what is in this world?

what's this feeling?

why? :(

or maybe i don't have the ability

to moderate people

ya, even football also no one

will go if i ask to play last time

and now

yet i have the same feeling again

is it because i heard of something before this?

or is it just some natural respond about this?

i'm not happy with this kind of situation

Yeah, You're everything!

but why don't you ask me by yourself?

i will be glad if you do so

is it a kind of jealous?

the distance between us

getting far ya know?

just too far that i don't want to

Or perhaps

it just the reason and reaction

for being too close of friendship

.....................

做么叻？

2011-08-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

为什么你说一句

每个就会答应？

为什么我之前说的

却装做听不进？

难道就不能迁就我

那么的一次？

每次都为你着想

那么谁又为我呢？

如何才能够让我

不再为你的态度而反感？

这个又爱又恨的好朋友

我究竟能如何呢... :(

礼物

2011-07-30T15:31:00.003+08:00

“ 你送的礼物，

会不会太特别...”

看见你穿了那外套

我只是没想到你会

心里面一丝丝的感觉

我笑了 :)

总有一种

回到了以前的感觉

谢谢你

但别对我太好。

就如胸口中了刀。

2011-07-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

你看起来很高兴。

但我却不会忘记，

你对我说过的话。

Tikus

2011-07-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to stop you

from crying

Really

I very scare

and worried

Perhaps you should think about...

my hamster?

Actually

Dad just don't understand what you want

give him more time

I'm sure he will

someday

Think the positive site of him

you'll feel better i guess

Eh, Hello!

my tikus become dry til die

I takda cry u cry ar? xD

I know..

Big girl do cry..

but nvm

Me and my tikus will cheer up your day

Whenever you're sad

I'm here ready for you anytime :)

Friendship's relation

2011-07-10T23:06:00.004+08:00

If I stand up that night

In front of you

And willing to take your hand

In a such romantic environment

Hold your waist

And maybe your shoulder

Don't dare to think about anything

Even if I don't know what i'm gonna to say

I would just tell you that

No matter how people look at you

You're someone special to me

No matter what's the real feeling

I will not let you be alone and lonely

I'm always there for you ♥

有时候，有时候。

2011-06-23T01:11:00.003+08:00

有的时候

不是故意的

有的时候

却是很特地

回避着自己的眼神

不去看那些

自己很在意的事

但这些

经过留下的回忆

却深深的印在了心里

忘不去

如果将心把衣服穿上

但却掩盖了一时

盖不了一世

有的时候

不如就让这一切

抛到九霄云外去吧

T-T

2011-06-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

星期三。

这几天都发生了很多事情。

不管是巴生的，还是这里的，

都有问题，有烦恼。

朋友与朋友的关系，

也变得不好。

心情其实都很差，可是能怎样？

始终还是要开心啊。

心里有很多的话想说，

可总是找不到人。

说过不会再烦萍萍的。

现在才知道原来心里的话

没说出来是蛮痛苦的。

今天老毛病又发作了。

看来你应该也不会回我了。

我究竟在干什么...

唉.............

叹了气，就算了吧。

最爱

2011-05-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

谢谢大家的生日祝福。

谢谢Felicia的礼物。

谢谢萍萍的卤肉饭。

谢谢小雨的到来。

谢谢你们和我庆祝。

xixiang, johnson, zhane,

boon, josephine, ting,

beehong, yongchin, janice

bernice, peylene (剩余的写了）

谢谢祖儿的执著，让我吃了两个蛋糕。

我的最爱 ♥

女孩

2011-05-28T20:44:00.004+08:00

某一年的学校里，

男孩在班看到了女孩。

毕竟是同班的，

才第二学期就已经从认识，

变成打成一片了。

女孩知道男孩住附近，

所以上学有时一起去。

当然也不至于放学。

考试前也相约去了图书馆温习。

就这样，学期假期了。

男孩假期里都忙着做饼，

原因是新年不远了。

深夜了，男孩还在熬夜帮忙。

电话响了，信息铃声。

是女孩。

“考完试就不理我了噢？”

男孩一直到把饼做完了才回复。

女孩还没睡，又和男孩聊了很久，

才肯去睡。

男孩心里甜甜的，

心想到底这意味着什么。

男孩和女孩都快快乐乐的度过了假期。

彼此互相关心着，

但不知不觉的，

两人差不多都没话聊了。

或许很多事情都让男孩想不透，

为什么女孩那么静。

不过不管什么原因都好，

已经阻止不了男孩喜欢她。

女孩的行为让男孩觉得彼此都有意思。

因此男孩做了决定。

从认识开始已经将近一年了。

男孩知道女孩喜欢吉他，

特地学了想弹给她听。

不过就在男孩的生日，

女孩拒绝了他。

就连弹的机会也跟着泡汤了。

不管女孩给了多烂的理由，

男孩怪的只是自己。

至少女孩说

“我们还是朋友”

一天一天过去了

男孩没有哭，

并不是不够爱她，

而是自己知道没必要，

有的是机会。

彼此静静的过了几个月。

男孩觉得事情并不是很严重，

直到女孩生日的到来，才后悔了。

当男孩绞尽脑汁

在为女孩准备礼物的同时，

女孩接受了另一个人。

这突如其来的打击，

几乎让男孩崩溃了。

男孩告诉自己没事的。

但已经不能控制眼泪了。

在火车的路程里，

全是女孩的画面。

男孩变得很静，

没上网，没出门，每天睡觉，

就连喜欢的运动也不做了。

这样的生活男孩也不知过了多久。

逐渐的，和女孩少联络了。

男孩拿着吉他不停的弹着

就那一首而已。

虽然恢复了以前的生活，

不知不觉的已经过了很久。

男孩每天逃避，不敢面对，

虽然完全放不下女孩。

但只是希望女孩快乐就好。

假装快乐已经是男孩的喜好。

总是和死党出生入死，

一起吃，一起玩，一起闹。

男孩以为他不再留恋这一切了。

女孩信息男孩。

男孩心想

彼此当朋友总可以吧。

虽然两人之间隔了一道墙，

但谁不想打碎呢。

在一次的聚会，

男孩无意间望去看到了女孩，

她和男友感情不错吧。

男孩心里很欣慰，

但肯定也不好受。

桌上的酒一瓶一瓶打开了。

虽然到了最后没有醉，

不过心情却是好多了。

男孩的一举一动被好朋友阻止了。

住对面的朋友把男孩骂了，

但却没想想男孩的感受。

谁又何尝不想放弃呢？

总要有本事才行吧。

男孩对自己说，

以后不再对其他人提起女孩了。

至少想念时，

默默的就好。

男孩知道，

只要熬多十个星期，

也许这一切

就会结束了。

干杯！

2011-05-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

我真的没醉，只是陪陪你们玩罢了。

心情真的有点不好，

真想就这么的醉去。

不用想将多，

不用理将多，

也不用看到将多不想懂的事情。

蛮担心祖儿的，

她说和男友吵架了。

看着她靠在我背后哭了，

我心情也变了。

一直吵着要喝酒，

我知道她想灌醉自己，

不过还好都有人阻止她。

今天，

是你很久以来

和我说最多话的一天，

却也是我最难过的一天。

CAR*

2011-05-23T22:42:00.003+08:00

it's been a while i didn't go college by car..

thanks joan for fetching..

didn't expect you to call me tat time..

this time is on the right timing..

i was about to open my door..

haha..

anyway...

i appreciate it..

tmr again with tat kitchen uniform...

gosh...@@

sitting another fren's car long time ago..

time flies...

and i don't think i got chance anymore..

wondering..

can i sit inside the car again?

perhaps....

none...?

upset

2011-05-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

It's only a small thing..

and if a friend will remember

what you had asked,

this show how's important you are

in their heart..

although it is just a small matter,

but maybe it means a lot to someone..

i hate people break their promises..

if u cant do it, please don't make any promise..

already past..

and i said it to myself..

i wont ask it again...

anymore..

Face IT...

2011-05-05T15:27:00.003+08:00

Few days left...

gonna start go college again..

a little bit of depressed mood,

and don't feel like wanna start..

kept thinking about the past this few days..

and i don't have the courage to face u..

it's happened again,

although i had gone through last sem..

i still thinking of u, miracle, or anything

that can change the reality..

haih..

it's all about time and i'm sure going to face this..

already 9 months,

and i still acting i'm not care about that

and whatever...

i admit that we get along better than before..

at least u got reply me..

but at last, i'm scare...

i don't know what should i do,

am i doing the right things?

how about giving up?

what i said before to myself?

now i seriously can't make decision by myself..

i miss the confidence and happiness

giving by you all...

take me away, please...

Felicia, vivi, johnson, xiang...

thanks for being my way all the time..

Holidays~

2011-04-30T11:39:00.003+08:00

being tired for so many days...

sore throat..

damn, i'm gonna fever!

activities kept coming during holidays..

then that's the reason i'm falling down..

been rest for 3 days at home..

last Sunday and Monday: Genting for 2 days

last Tuesday: yamcha till midnight

last Wednesday: movie

last Saturday: watch football

Sunday: futsal and went back KL in the afternoon, then pool and yamcha till midnight

Monday: back to KL again, bowling, then back in evening

Tuesday: Vian's Box date ^^

by the day i reach home,

already exhausted..

gosh! finally...

now still got a bit uncomfortable..

but i don't care anymore~

today Saturday...

it's football day with Marcus...

going out tonight...

then tomorrow futsal in the morning

and i will help Marcus to bring his stuff to KL...

maybe stay one night at there as well..

hmmm...

hope i still enjoy while i can..

it's last sem and i'm gonna work hard for it..

Yosh!!!

Again

2011-04-20T10:45:00.002+08:00

the 2nd day of my sis driving..

myvi vs a rubbish truck..

wake up in the morning..

my mum hold my hands and open the big door...

wow!

the front of myvi....

never expect of it..

my mum laugh non stop...

god bless the u're alright..

guess u not dare to drive d ba...XD

Harsh

2011-03-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

Another day

i felt the same way

the way you said to me

it maybe kinda a joke

but it just too harsh

not the 1st time nor 2nd time

your attitude make me sad

i know i'm not good in telling joke

or maybe i'm a little bit too over

but i can't take it

that time

I feel wanna cry

I admit

i purposely don't want to reply your message

and also your call after lecture

i really think about want to go back alone

but i just can't treat you like that

i hope one day you will understand

My real feeling

Silent, maybe really is Gold

你不知道的事

2011-03-21T16:35:00.001+08:00

终于交了阿塞门

始终被我猜到了

你面对的烦恼

原以为帮不了什么

但却获得了机会

虽然并不是我的组

然而你也不在

但还是和她们做阿塞门去了

那一天

是多么的累

因为前一天才刚把我组的做好

睡了一个钟

就去和"家人们"会合

（刚好她们都一组）

东奔西跑的

最后在KFC落脚

一直到天亮

你不会的

我都把它做了

虽然没帮上什么

但看着全部人都那么的努力

很有满足感

希望我的帮助对你们有用

知道不知所措的你

也许希望被打救吧

我

默默的

就好

阿塞门交了

我也替你松了口气

明天考试加油吧

中伤。

2011-03-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

“不要烦我”
这是你今天对我说的一句话。
虽然，它并不代表什么，
但你有想过吗？
你以为我不烦吗？
前一阵子我都还在图书馆大骂，
好不容易有心情说话，
但却被你这么一说。
我没有生气，在车上，我一句话也没说。
也许，这只是小事，
或许是我小气，
但那样的一句话，已伤了我心。
- 火车mate

平淡的"烦恼"

2011-03-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

到底怎么了？
这几个星期都过得平平淡淡的，
可总感觉有很多事情发生似的。
我都做了些什么？
考试都不懂怎样..
那努力读书的气势去了哪？

都一直和小伟一起，
到底怎么了嘛..
玩多过温习..
又听了些事。
还以为她们俩一起internship，
感情会恢复以前一样，
不过还是为了小事，都不大理对方。

最近听些Christian的歌，
从菲丽夏那里拿的。
真的影响我了吗？
心蛮平静的..
阿赛门就快要交了。
都还没做好..
不懂欣会不会有问题，
总是对阿赛门东不知，西不会的，
真让人担心。
我想帮却帮不到吧..抱歉。

撞了车之后，感觉...
改变了。是吗？
或许对某些事，但并不完全。
还是尽量做回我自己就好。
毕竟每天扮出来的开心，已经习惯了。:)

"惊"验。

2011-02-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

难忘的一天，应该说永远难忘吧。
从以前，很习惯的，当坐别人车的时候，
就会指指点点，常说的一句"小心"。
今天就到我实现了。
WIRA（我）被AVANZA撞了。心痛。
那一瞬间，虽是短暂的，
可脑海里想了许多东西...
第一想到了你，过后朋友，家人，全出现了...
睁开眼，我没事。
车门卡着了，用身子撞出去。
没人命伤亡，驾去了一旁，
等待解决咯。
人家吃早餐，我破财挡灾；
人家去上课，我到警局上。
唉，安息吧，小红（我的车）。

Don't talk to me, i don't want to "hurt" you..

2011-01-11T17:52:00.004+08:00

You said what i posted on your wall was too harsh and its hurt you..
and you even telling me to think before i comment next time..
isn't it really harsh and hurt you?
those who commented on that post,does it?
i don't really think so.
or you misunderstand what i'd said?
thought you English is so good..
nothing come to my mind when i received your message..
i waked up middle of the night and saw that message..
honestly it make me can't sleep for 3 or 4 hours..
i even get late to work today...
what is going on here?
you hurt me back?
why? i admit, maybe it was harsh,
or maybe it make you feel embarrassed as i posted in Facebook..
but why did you said such thing?
i really really don't get it,
i'm thinking to ask back you, but i didn't..
i don't want to make any explanation anymore..
it doesn't make sense and useless..
if i really hurt you, SORRY
but if you can drive carefully and slowly,
it worth no matter how hard you hurt me..
i'm not doing anything wrong..yeah,
maybe embarrassed you in Facebook will make you a good driver next time,
maybe write something harsh can make you drive carefully,
but all i did was protecting you..
i don't want to lost a friend like that..
you told me to think about other people's feeling,
but why don't you do the same?
i wrote that because i care you,
i want to wake you up!!!
i'm worried..
you treated me as one of your best friend and so am i!
i don't really want to heard any accident happen on you anymore..
but everything is too late..
i just feel... disappointed..
all i did was just becoming a busy body..
and hurt my best friend for said something harsh..
yeah, i agreed..but i'm full of sadness...
i already give up in telling you to drive careful..
the last time i tell you here,
PLEASE DRIVE CAREFUL AND PAY ATTENTION!
no more accident, MARCUS YONG...
full of bad words coming in my head..
i really wanna shout it out to you this stupid..
whatever it is, i don't care anymore..
enough..
so, next time, i won't be sitting your car anymore,
as i don't want to take my life as gamble..
i'm not a 9 life's cat, there's only one life for me..
i love my life, and if you don't, i can't do anything..
even it was not your fault, but i'd experience with it already..
thanks for your stupid, lovely, very very hurt message..
i'm awake already..don't talk to me please,
no point calling me out anymore, it's better to drive yourself without me..
the day you hurt me and that message, i won't forget forever...

with regards,
SKY

New*

2011-01-05T18:45:00.002+08:00

its been a while i didn't touch my blog..

no choice, if i have time to write blog,

why don't i do my assignment?

issh.... not same not same..

anyway...

finally past through 2010..

it's a difficult and unwell year...

unhappy, many things happen...

i though it will be a good year at first...

but as you know, you can predict everything..

there's still got some good memory of cause,

like hanging around...internship?

it's that all? hmmm...i can't remember a thing..

forget about those bad and sad things then,

back to the point, so fast 2011,

and i gonna end my internship at hotel Nikko..

i don't know what's gonna happen this year...

i'll try to change my life now...

maybe become more independent?

all i trying to do is change myself...

the old sky was dead...

i don't have any plan yet,

but for sure, i gonna study very very hard this time...

put everything in study...

i don't want to have any regrets...

maybe something had change me...

or i just want to cover my feeling and concentrate so that

i won't think too much...

this should be my weakness then...

everyone says i like to think too much~

but i don't think it was bad sometimes..

ah! i going too far....

well, i left 9 subject + one resit subject,

total of 10 at least get 5 As...

RIDICULOUS!

am i serious.....

yes i am! doesn't matter i can or not...

i'll try my best...and ah....

what's next? no idea...

oh! by the way...wearing stupid spec now...

T.T

this was done few days ago...

well...

i guess that's all...

just wish this year will be better than last year...

always healthy, happy or not i don't care la,

hope can have a better life...

ally can be enemy, friends can be "はじめまして" (初次见面) also...

everyone changing...why not?

sometimes, alone are much more better...^^

cheers......

忆，雨爱。

2010-12-04T21:48:00.009+08:00

雨让我隐形的眼泪。

不但变得疲倦了，

更加坚强更加成熟...

歌恢复心情的音乐。

但却听得太入神，

太过陶醉太过感触...

友可喜可悲的东西。

偶尔摸不着头脑，

有福同享有难同当...

她忐忑不安的心情。

虽然执著放空的，

让人担心让人伤心...

爱无所不在的力量。

可是一直迷路了，

父母的爱与我同在...

♥ 天空

that's life...

2010-10-21T19:50:00.003+08:00

starting internship...

its already the 3rd week but i'm the supervisor d..

lolx...wad's tat all about..

like tat de position oso got..

next week will be public area attendant..

hmmm...

getting fatter...

its not wad i wish for, but its oso ok lar..

no choice..more energy are consume in cleaning the bathroom..

hsekeeping is definitely a tiring job...

moreover, the main reason is...

the lunch not bad wei...

so every time eat much much more than before..

and then...

summore so healthy ler...

wake up 7am and sleep at 10pm..

eat breakfast oso...

other ppl do their internship will thin de wor..

why i'm the opposite...?

lolx...anyway...

i like the working time to be fix honestly..

although next month will be going to front office department,

but i dun like there as the time are not fix..

so...gonna end it here and do some rest

so that tmr will be better in work...

see ya~

给小雨。

2010-10-04T22:02:00.001+08:00

虽然只是短短的几封，

不过这已让我满足了。。

谢谢你。。

回忆。。

2010-09-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hmmm....

假期没事做，又回来这里说废话了~

只能说。。。

头都长满金针菇了。。

每天都无所事事。。

其实原因都很简单。。

在巴生的朋友正在面临考试，

加上又把膝盖弄伤了，球也没得踢。。

可怜的我~~~

晚上还失眠，睡不着。。

也许是之前习惯了吧。。

这感觉。。。不知为何。。

老实说，

这个假期，比之前的假期惨多了。。

很明显的，寂寞得多。。

是因为之前假期有你的信息吗。。

我懂。。我不应该再想了。。

只是在我的回忆里，还没把你抹去。。

有人说，悲伤的回忆总忘不了。。

我觉得。。。

无论是悲伤或美好，重要的是谁给了你这回忆吧。。

总是那人物，让你无法忘记这回忆。。

这个假期里，我一直都在等着你的信息。。

也许，留着这回忆，并不是一件坏事......

msn's fault

2010-09-03T01:15:00.004+08:00

fel scare..

i duno why..

sudenly stop all things..

stop fb, stop drama, stop chating..

thinking........

thinking.........

thinking...........

then i avoid jor..

put appear off9...

so wad?

cant change anyting wei...

it's not msn fault lor...

sky, u mus overcome it...pls...

be tough..and be strong...

(T____T)

hate August...

2010-08-23T19:56:00.003+08:00

a terrible August...

hmm....

luckily i had prepared myself to face everyting...

although my fren said it was imposible to happen such things..

it really make my life miserable...

mayb i will bcm more free?

no need to worry..

no need to care..

no need to think..

yeah....its better ba...

im sure...

i will be better from before...

i believe tat God will definitely giv me back something...

right...?

remember people!

dun think everyting is imposible to happen,

it can sudenly happen without ur expectation..

so prepare urself to face it, this is definitely not think too much,

it is just ur six sense...tats why u know it will happen...

now,

one word in my mind everyday...

S-M-I-L-E

im sure it will make my day better~

it's past...but,

u're oways my star...

G E M I N I

2010-08-03T13:42:00.004+08:00

“双子”是两个孩子，是13星座里面“二合一”的星座。。

- 双子座的人生观取向是“明智”的

- 吃亏的事情绝对不做

- 自讨苦吃的事情绝不会想

- 永远不把“面子”问题看得高过于心情和利益

- 总是轻易地就看破了事情的真相

有时候想，像双子那样变得聪明点、灵活、心思浮浅多面一点有什么不好？只可惜。。

这个世界沉重的东西太多了，都是双子们不愿意靠近的，于是我不下地狱谁下地狱？

双子，他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭。。

当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了。。

因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切。。

会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，

跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。。

他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？

但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着。。

改变双子真的很难吧？那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己。。

因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了。。

“沉默”

.........................................................................................

"晚上的星空"

2010-07-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

深夜里，

虽然偶尔我还会期待你的出现。。

但你不会了。。

都是那该死的月亮！

夜里的天空，再也没有闪亮的星星；

因为我已彻底的失去了你。。。

给自己的信

2010-06-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

亲爱的自己：

你好吗？最近怎么了？
干嘛闷闷不乐的。。
你比较静了。。
是不是有些不能说出的烦恼？
希望你不要不开心了。。
这其实都是你预料的。。
有时候，
很想帮你，也很想骂你。。
既然都发生了，算了吧。。

知道你的电话现在蛮静的，
不用担心啦~
得空会sms你的。。
把时间放在其他东西上，
会让你停止想念她的。。

跌倒了，就要爬起来。
不管你跌得多重，也要站起来。。
也许在她身边默默陪着她，
不是更好吗？
也不要搞"衣莫"了。。
哈哈，开心点吧。。
自己，你还有我啊~
我爱你。。
我会保护你，

自己，
记住，你不是一个人。。

我上

想着想着。。

2010-05-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

我。。。
好害怕。。
一个抉择。。

就快了。。
需要吗？
说吗？不说？

烦死了啦~
犹豫不决。。

好累。。。
好累。。。

。。。

我讨厌"你"!

2010-05-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

这一种感觉又来了。。
我真的好讨厌！好讨厌！好讨厌！
厌倦了等待。。
这只会让我又绝望了。。
5等公民哦？
算了。。雨都停了。。
至少我得到了一个答案，
明天没上课~>.<
呵呵。。

安。。

无聊。。

2010-05-14T01:46:00.002+08:00

喂~没有东西写了啦。。

还看？

不听话！就是在说你！
尤其是慧婷。。
哈哈哈。。

要开学了。。
真希望还能像以前一样。。
加油加油加油！

TO Someone who need HoneY~

2010-05-06T23:56:00.004+08:00

sometimes...
i wondering...
are u busy?
tak da on9?
hmmm...
go travel havent come back?
we bcm less and less talk d...
know u oways appear off9...
but i guess mayb u dun wan to choi me?
haha...nolar..
not all ppl are black cat like me
and someone else...(sleep late)

sometimes...
small things will make u mad..
sometimes...
u reply me only "hehe" during a chat..
sometimes...
ur words are not reasonable..
(mayb some problems with ur bf)
but yet...
im not saying anything...
sorry bout tat, coz i cant do anyting..
im thinking...
when is the last time we chat or talk...
but nothings comes to mind...
although i oways make fun of u,
but i jus wanna make u happy only...
hee~pls dun mind..
how are u lately?
when go back KL?
hmmm...
ask u at here no use lar...
wad am i doin eh? haha...
@.@ sot sot jor...
full of "gold needle mushroom" around my head..XD
tat's all...wad im thinking right now...
at this time...
so...
nitez~

星底话。。

2010-04-13T22:43:00.005+08:00

想问，却不敢；
因为我怕打扰你了。。

想说，却不敢；
因为我怕你讨厌我了。。

想聊，却不敢；
因为我怕你不理我了。

一行一行的字，打满了，最后却还是删除了。

想发给你，却不敢；
因为我更怕失去你了。。

愚蠢的我，最后。。选择了沉默。。

>.<
“ 沉默是金? ”

天，你怎么了？

2010-04-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

天。。。
最近都一直在下雨。。
不管是绵绵细雨，
还是狂风大雨，
都把每个人淋湿了。。
不要这样，好吗？

天。。。
是乎很伤心。。
是不是那善良的风离你而去？
还是那美丽的云把你抛弃？
又或是那闪亮的星星不再理你？
告诉我，好吗？

天。。。
不再是晴天，
不再是阴天，
也不会有春夏秋冬，
就只有是。。
雨天了。。。
开心一点，好吗？

给"赌后"的话

2010-03-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

知人知面不知心，
一山还有一山高，
谁叫你输给我，
哇哈哈哈哈哈！！！
不要说我欺负你，
下次放你一点水就好。。
时间，地点，规则，
你定！
等你的挑战书！

愿赌服输嘛~
不要生气哦。。。
还有。。
不要再看赌神了，
读tamadun啦！
呵呵。。

p/s:小孩子不可以学哦~

拜~

Dream & Reality

2010-03-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

still dreaming?
hmmm...
is time to walk out from wonderland...
wake up ba...sky
dun so stupid d...
why?
izit someting wrong?
is time to face the truth...
already say til like tat...
do u know its hurt?
the thing tat i dun wan to,
its really happen now...
wad can i do?
..........
im trying to do wad u say ba..
not gonna disturb u anymore...
again...
im raining... T-T

我不想。。

2010-03-03T20:33:00.003+08:00

不知怎么了。。
天似乎知道我的心情，也跟着下了一场大雨。。
最后一次的聊天，让我的心情不怎么好。。
为什么哦。。？怎么会？
也许。。。是我害怕吧。。
我必须说。。我很怕打扰别人。。
原因就是不想要你给我敷衍的回答。。
虽然，你每次都说不会。。
不过。。也许就是阴影的关系。。
弄得我不是很好。。。
想起以前。。。
那个人。。。和我聊天。。。
第一封，“噢。。是吗。。”
第二封，“哦。。”
第三封。。不用说了。。
都和之前的一样了。。
总而言之，算了~

现在的你，不再是沉默了。。
我真的很期待。。
期待着你找我聊。。
或许，你不会。。但，
我真的不想打扰你看戏了。。
有时候还害你看到那么迟。。
还真不舍看到你不够睡的模样~

好啦。。要做assignment了。。
希望明天是美好的一天~

p/s: 在这里顺便提醒josephine,要珍惜哦！

"1sT" of "3rD"

2010-02-22T22:37:00.003+08:00

been force to write blog...T___T
hi there...
long time no blog...
haha...
hmmmm....
wad to say...
today the 1st day of sem3...
go scl with shinky..
then park at TBR there...
tot late d de...
but when reached there....
%$#&*^#)(*!$*%*&#)(
no teacher owh!!
sumore no air-con...@.@
aiks....know early then slep at home...
waste so much time at scl...
at the end, jus attend one lecture class...
duhh...>.<
tmr two tutorial class wor...
oso duno got study or not de...

nvm...forget about it...
dun say d....
errr....
yesterday reach gk about 8pm...
then....no need say...
sure is need clean up de lor...
not bad lar...fel comfortable at here...
but one thing havent change...
stil......
boring...>.<
haiz...
today fook take his stuff back d...
sudenly fel tat the room.....blank...
fel lonely d lar...

ntg to do...
fel scare ler...
joan's fault...
read wad book lar..
so scary de...>.<
not dare to continue read d...
continue tmr at scl...
haha...

i guess i stop here lar...
gd nite everyone~~~
tataz...

RanDoM...

2010-02-02T02:41:00.001+08:00

不管我多累，我都会撑下去。。
因为。。。

我珍惜和你聊天的每一时，每一分，每一秒。。。:)

没了。。拜~
ps:慧婷，我真的没东西update。。哈哈。。原谅我~

pls go away...faster end!

2010-01-18T21:35:00.005+08:00

yo.....
exams are killing me...
finish 2 paper d...
4 more to go...
english can be say was easily done...
but i know there is no A for me d...
sad....>.<
then second is account...
more worse...
182450... why is not tis answer....
lolx....
although is balance, but i know is wrong!
coz not same with boon geh answer....
haiz... then then then...
summore...sad lar...
fel like i make her do wrong d...
ugrhh...sorry owh...
is me teach not clear...
its all my fault lar...
forgive me...>.<

hmmm....
the nex exam is IT...
now dun hav the mood to sudy lar...
wonder y.. haha...
stupid rain make me very hungry...
jus finish back eating only...T-T
wednesday is the exam...
wondering is there any library trip again? lolx.....
mayb when see other ppl study,
only hav the mood to study ba...
exams are hard... aiks...
hope this sem geh result can be wad as i hope...
i think i rest tonight lar...
tmr start study lu... nitez...

hope exam can write like this...>.<

Stress are COMING soon...

2010-01-04T17:58:00.003+08:00

so fast...
a new year d...2010
but it oso gonna b the end of 2nd sem...
this sem pek chek ar..
haiz...
finally can omost over jor..
exam coming soon pula...
swtz....
fel scare scare...
wad to do?
study lu...
hehe...
jia you lar all of us~
hmmm....
exam...
i appreciate every moment with u..XD
very happy oh..haha
but er....

...
......
........
journal and ledger how to do leh?
T___________T "

god ar....help...>.<

StranGer

2009-12-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

不知为何。。。
我有一种感觉。。。
这应该不是我想太多吧。。
总是觉得。。。
你。。变了。。

我也不懂为什么。。
我会觉得很难过。。
也许。。。
你再也不像以前那样了。。
感觉。。。我们之间。。像是少了沟通。。
越来越少话说了。。
可能。。
我们变得没有那么好了吧。。
你给我的感觉是，就好像在敷衍我说的话。。
有一点不大想听的那一种。。
我说的笑话，你总是给我那一种眼神。。
有时候我知道不好笑，
只不过。。我只是看到你不开心，
想逗你开心而已。。

也许。。。
在你的世界里，已经有另外其他人比我更会说笑吧。。
不过最后，我真的不想看到你那不开心的脸了。。
算我无能为力吧。。对不起。。。
对你而言，可能一切都不重要。。
但是，我真的不想变成这样。。
或许这一切都不是事实，
因为到最后，
你却说是我变了。。。

。。。。。T______T。。。。。

manners is IMPORTANT

2009-12-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

aih....
i know it is imposible...
but i really wan to be a good boy nia...
haih...
suan le lar...
i oso dun wan make trouble to u...
its fate ba...
open door...
it cant be me...
mayb should go to temple...
a mi to fo~
pray tat it can be me ba...
jus like cabutan bertuah...
lalala~
sky! be happy ba..
tmr will be a gud day~
everyday is a gud day... :)

H4 poem

2009-12-06T19:39:00.003+08:00

A poem...

class rep is hardworking
sometime noisy but sometime funny
everyday take file weight 10kg
make people feel very pity
cute cute and she's a shorty
see liao oso know will kena buli
so nex time go back mus cal me
if not scare u canot masuk LRT
our class oso have a bee
no need to guess sure is josephine
oways say gonna be fatty
but stil everyday McD McD
she will think too much then bcm moody
i tel u:"u better go sleep..."
i canot too gud with she
later me will kena blacklist
i say like that dun be angry
u know im jus kidding
last week at kitchen washing
together with yong chin and shinky
stil remember our promise?
wash till 1 bcm 2 geh chopstick
dun tel anybody pls
later scold by miss suki
cha cha is very quiet but active
his name is in every society
together with johnson both is guitarist
ah put and ah boon jus like twins
oways together maybe even sleep
there is a thing that u can imagine
that is the KLCC
chong huei are pity a bit
he is closer with wee ping
once he said smtg funny
100% will kena cubit
joan mui mui oways moody
suddenly laughing suddenly crying
even me oso tak tau apa jadi
jus now saw her at LRT
maybe she busy go dating
i guess i'll stop here d
later need to bath and eat
summore HO, IT and even japanese
all things will make me bcm crazy
so lastly hope u enjoy reading it
see liao then a comment pls
i know u're not stingy
ahhh...forget someone name janice
say today dancing on TV
but i cant see very soli
so i better stop water blowing
need do HO for Amanda Lee
now plus one more english scrip
this is an order from ho hooi sze
H4 ever oways peace~

nitez...

"NoThinG is LIFE ; LIFE is BlAnK"

2009-11-25T23:46:00.006+08:00

its already 12am++ now...
tmr 8am geh class...
i havent finish study my HO...
mid term test....
half way of chapter 4...
i wondering why....
why i cant continue to read it d...
i duno why...
my mood sudenly bcm bad...
veyr down...
maybe bcoz very busy ba...
assignment are coming all in one shot..
continiously for 3 weeks...
and presentation plus mid term test...
i currently can say done most of the assignment...
but i fel uncomfortable when see-ing other ppl busying...
fel wanna help but cant do anyting...
and everyday will got ppl boh mood in class...
fighting lar, boh song teacher lar,
takda electric curent lar, hilang pendrive lar,
asignment duno how lar, homework didnt do lar...
wad oso got...
i not happy oso not dare to show on my face...>.<
havent done revision...
msn line got problem...
and wondering the feeling i hav izit jealous...
summore flu and fever...
HAIZ...

perhaps...
i should learn like others...
u're right...
i think too much...(not ur personal message lar)
it really make me fel bad...
i lost something very important in my life...
and this make me fel like i have nothing...
alone even with frens...
i should tel u...
or mayb not...
its imposible to happen...
all is not the same...
BLUFF myself tat miracle will happen...
its useless...
miracle wont happen to gud ppl oso...
should make miracle...not to wait miracle happen...
tats all i noe...
something that wont happen,
it wont happen no matter wad u do...
something that is not urs,
it wont be urs no matter how u try...
something that u lost,
it wont be found back anymore even u use google search...
i cant be like tat anymore...
and not now!
i should think clearly wad im doing now...
should not be regret after make decision...

im very tired of all this...
life meaning-less...
i need strength...
..........................................
its all a dream...
i should forget the past...
try to make myself happy...
looking other frens can be happy,
then only i can feel the happiness of joy...
i wan to be a laughter too...
i duno why...
i jus wan to make u happy...
talk more...
but i noe...u closer with them...
aiks...suan le...
fel like wanna eat yong tau fu...>.<
after sleep hope i get my mood back...
wishing to get wad i missing...
i telling myself...
tmr will be a good day...
BE STRONGER in order to PROTECT MY HEART...
so that it wont broke into PIECES anymore...
i miss my mama...T.T

errrrr....
stop here ba...
continue study d...
tataz...

Its All FeLiCiA...

2009-11-12T23:57:00.004+08:00

As i promise...
a blog about u...
although update late a few days...
forgive me lar...
bcoz of picture ma...^^

hmmm....
wad to say about u...
monday angry me...T-T
but not my fault ma...
both of us so stuborn...
haiyo...
this 18 years old girl hor...
some cal dai ga jie,
some cal felicia,
some cal leng lui? (errrrr....)
some cal dai si ham?(kiding..)
some cal panda F?
many lar...
cant finish oh...
hmmmm....
she's the one oways make me worry...
(same with janice)
duno how to cross road lar...
get push when enter KTM lar...
take so many heavy things in hand lar...
eat maggi mee lar...will stupid de leh..
do some stupid things lar...
and dun let me ponteng geh ppl...T-T
swt........
how we noe each other leh...
let me think a while...
eeerrrr.........
mayb bcoz she's H4 class rep ba...
or else..mayb she wont talk to me oso de...
a quiet ppl...but know her more d then actually...
she very talkative and crazy geh...
dun judge a book by its cover...
tats wad it mean...haha...XD...kiding...
if not....panda punch oh~~~>.<
and ar...
my KTM and LRT partner lar..
(refer last last blog...)
thx to the train bcoz we hav more time to chat...
kaka..XD
i enjoyed every trip with u...really...^^
but dun leave me go bek alone har...
A frendly person lor...
last time de sunway lagoon trip, make me know johnson more...
even josephine oso talk more with me now...
another thing...VERY SPORTING!
any games, any sports, any activities...
shopping, yamcha, guitar, walk walk,
TBR, swimming, sleeping....all lar..
besides tat, canot less cute and funny lar...
oways talk funny things...
responsible too...
but hor...
no need take the 10kg file everyday ba...
haiz....=.=''
wan become kurus oso no need like tat de...
sakit hati the file leh~~~hee^^
and she's the one who live at klang oso...
see her face oso noe will get buli de...
no choice..have to go back together lor...
anyway...we have 5 more sem to sit in the train...
i know monday u wan say me stupid geh...
anna anna...u win lar...
nvm lar...i forgive u...
im not so small gas ma...
keke...>.<
and hor...
birthday past d...
remember wad u say...one year har...
present oh...
say liao wil giv de...dun worry lu...

p/s: cal u to send the second pic to me..
i forget to save it jor...T_____T
but i guess my msn line got problem..
u cant receive wad i say ba...@.@
so i just upload one lor...
pls dun mind har...XD

THE ONLY PICTURE WE HAVE......T-T

may all your wish come true and a happy 18's life..
take care...
cheers~
thx for being my fren...:)

your partner,
sky

sad...T.T and angry!!! >_<

2009-11-11T22:33:00.003+08:00

today some one called me xi xiang again...
SAD liao...
summore just now bluff me...
saying u!
janice! see wad see...u lar...
stupid...
say liao dangerous...
dun wan listen nvm lor,
summore tipu me har...
angry liao lar...
hmmmmphhh...
so stuborn...same like...
ehh hmm...
dun let it happen nex time har...
warning u...

H4-ever oh?

2009-10-26T21:39:00.004+08:00

Hmmm....
this word said by janice jus now...
i think i heard it somewhere b4...
but anyway...nice~XD
(angry of you, janice..blek...)

H4...2nd sem d...
today very very "dao mei" lar..
haiz...dun say liao...
u noe, he noe, she noe, sky noe, can d...
keke...
jus wan introducing frenz...

Felicia, my LRT + KTM geh partner
josephine, the one who kind and oways fetch me
johnson, panda group boss..funny ppl
xi xiang, my cha cha..quiet but active
joan, oways moody de mui mui but fun with her
janice, hmph..cal me xixiang de ppl...sad d
xiao v, the one tat cal me kai kai...i oso duno y..hee
shin hui, super quiet but now okok lar..must talk with u often
ah boon, thx for fetching me jus now, good ppl
ah put, the "time mechaine" 3 o'clock! 7 o'clock..spot for...
chong huei, ah put's partner, know u more liao then funny d
anyway...just wan mention...
boon, put, and chong huei CANT seperate....>.<

continue...
bernice, the hand of ghost...touch ur left, at ur right..^^
kah boon, frendly ppl...but less talk oh
bee hong, this one more less nerh...@.@ why har
yong chin, closer with us compare to last sem
linda, the tall and smart one
hui ting, good with everyone..
timothy, err...pity guy from asia jaya XD
chong yit, gud in cooking hor...do urself lar!
today dun wan talk tat person...
felix, indian guy with gud chinese speaking
(i duno very well about other indians in our class..)

lastly,
jerry, a withraw d geh fren...
but we already count u as H4 fren...
a snooker pro...^^
we will miss u geh!!!

H4-ever...i will never forget...
( i hope i wrote everyone in H4 d...)
end here...
wan do technology geh tutorial question d...
oyasuminasai...(for felicia..stupid msn...T____T)

comment nerh...kaka :)

DOWN...T-T

2009-10-22T16:42:00.004+08:00

今天很没有mood。。
原本很美好的一天，这样就毁了。。
谁会了解。。。
一个带着做bar tender的心情的人，
突然要变成什么也不懂的waitor。。。
晴天霹雳。。。
就连什么serve from left，
clear from right都不想管了。。
当时的我，连left 和right都不会分了。。
那种心情，谁能体会？
xxx的那个老师。。
说什么一个就够。。
panda K都没有桌子serve叻！
就因为我变成waitor嘛。。
害我什么也不知道，手忙脚乱。。
如果知道做waitor，我一早就准备啦。。
真是的。。。
就很突然。。。
pen和notebook都是johnson的。。
弄到我一整天都没有mood。。。
不爽！不爽！不爽！
haih。。。
连那个“天”，
我一伤心，就真的下雨了。。。
没话说。。。
心情不好了。。
看来。。。
是时候享用一杯珍珠奶茶。。。
出门去了。。
拜~~~

BLow waTer bout SEM 2...

2009-10-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

Minasan~~~
im BACK~~~
long time didnt blog d...
but one thing havent change...
stil lazy use back chinese lar...
summore demi those who cant read chinese lor...
(no need think, saying u, JOHNSON..if u view lar..XD)

Hmmmm.....
wad to say is...
SEM 2 start jor...
very pek chek de timetable...
till 8pm de class...
summore 2 days oh...
haih...
this one not so cham....
the worse is the japanese....
change teacher wor!!!
walao...
this make me siao d...
oledi lesson 8 oh...
duno wad the teacher is talking about...
even felicia oso bu shuang...>.<
(see her face oso noe d..not need to ask)
then then then....
decide to find back Mr.Loo...
wad to do....
extra class lor....
haih...7.30 pm again...
then ermmmm.....
still got....
oh ya...
account!!!
another subject to die for...
really cham...
luckily i got 7 months gek basic oh...(learn when form4)
but hor....
got jus like dun hav oso...
change to english pula...
ask help from ah leng jus now..
but er....nvm lar...i guess u oso got things to busy de..
so.....at the end...
try to UNDERSTAND it MYSELF lor..
then everyday oso damn tired...
(blow water summore lar...XD)
but luckily i had a gang of crazy frenz too...
class till 8pm then can eat dinner together lor..
anyway...a good time...
i spend more time with frenz....
(thx to ah yee who oways fetch me..^^)

btw...i just like say about all the bad things then
complain, complain and complain only...
so how about gud?
isnt there any gud thing?
chotto matte kudasai!!!
of coz got~~~
i like kitchen practical...
very much oh...
once reach kitchen, straight away cook...
chef oso didnt say anyting...
so all oso must do ourself...
cook wad?
nerh........follow recipe lor...
tats y must read b4 u go to practical...
i step wrong, DIE lor...
summore got marks de...
hmmmm....
today 's dish....(not dish actually)
chicken soup noodles & mushroom soup...
errrmmmm....taste quite gud...
the mushroom soup tat our group cook hor...
jus like tat mash potato in Aeons greenbox...
and then the chicken noodle soup leh...
chong yit put too much pepper lar~~xP
but then chef all oso say gud...
not bad lar...71 marks....
then...we can enjoy and ...of coz...eat lor~~~

PiCtUrES tImE~~~

eating the mushroom soup...less one ppl oh...
this is my group lor..
eh?? khor family wor...
me, timothy and joan...hee^^

me and joan mui~

(thx to janice who help capture the photo ya~)

ohohohohohoh....paiseh ya...

picture hor...2 nia lar...

kaka...next time only post more ma...

(panda group, next time capture together ya..)

straight post so many then ma dun hav things to write liao lor..

stop here 1st lu...

and and and...

fel nervous...

tmr result out jor....

hope all pass nerh...

haiz...cant sleep d...

i tink i'll find panda group blow water 1st ba...keke...

tataz~~~

*comment pls...^^ especially H4 har...keke...*

笨蛋のholidays......

2009-09-23T01:49:00.003+08:00

hmmmm.....
its holiday!!!
finally oh...but actually...
im not hoping to hav holiday...
its totally, extremely, hello kitty :)
$^%*(^*%#^536%*&$&#&*()*6y
SIEN!!!
ntg to do everyday...
on9 nia...
i quite lazy to post blog de...
so....sure not gonna write chinese again this time...
hee^^

tat day( 16/9)
finish exam go watch movie with a bunch of ppl...
actually is my classmate lar...XD
watch finish already 9pm, go back then continue yamcha...
til 2am like tat...
then go fren's hse sleep...
coz we going somewhere...:)
btw...i remember i 踢 by janice tat time...
mayb she oso duno tat she did...>.<
sleep 2 and half hours nia...T-T

then nex day...(17/9)
go sunway lagoon~
spend quite much bcoz + kfc & pizza...T-T
many ppl ------->>>>> 5 ppl nia...
haiz...sad thing...
jus wan mention joan de msg nia...
算liao lar...
lastly jus left me,
felicia, josephine, ah put and johnson...
but we did have a gud time there...
p/s: felicia, 照片next time only give me ba...
then went back to klang from subang by ktm...
so many ppl inside...
all wan balik kampung raya de...
haiz...
but we manage to enter oso lar...
wad to do...mus reach klang fast fast ma...
then...reach telok gadung about 8pm...
stupid火车delay from jalan kastam...>.<
then reach home....errr....about....
can guess urself le ba....haha
reach home very tired d...
就.....sleep.....

next few days...
ntg special....
till now...
very very 闷~~~
haiz.....
football, sino-net, primary gathering...
like tat....
all is not i wan de...
but i oso duno wad i wan to do...
wah....i siao d....
quite 烦oso de...
i duno wad im thinking tis few days...
MISS mm......
150 days ++....
and i didnt sms u for a long time d....
again....
i dun think we will see each other this holidays...
i miss u all~~~
and quite miss H4 de ppl...
>.<
hmmm.....
i guess tats all...
its getting "earlier"....
i think i'll stop blogging for a while吧...
many ppl getting busy this time...
view oso no view了...
i oso dun hav题目to write d....
so....
have a nice day everyone~~~

对不起。。。

2009-09-08T19:58:00.003+08:00

很久没有发生了。。。
好不容易回到巴生，想放松一下心情，
但却和妈妈吵架了。。。
昨天发生的事。。。
其实只是小事。。。
当时的我，正在on-9，
爸爸回来看我没有在温习，
就问他为什么没有讲我。。
理所当然的，就来问我。。。
我，
语气很好的，
回答：我等下会读。。
怎知他却大发雷霆，
把我骂了一顿。。。
当时我有一点不爽。。
回答：那你要我怎样？
就是这一句话，定了我死罪。。。T-T
妈妈所做的东西都发出声音。。。
就是。。。
大大力。。。
最后还加了一句。。。
“不要我们管以后考试就不要回来”
我当然没管那么多。。
关了电脑，就拿我的书包上楼去读。。。
到了晚上妈妈也没和我说一句话。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

今天我告诉他说我下午会回去setapak。。。
他也没说什么。。。
载我到ktm station 后，
我。。。
最后还是投降了。。
说了句对不起。。。
haiz。。。
woman, die also must have face。。。
就没事了。。。

刚读完了economics的chapter 8。。。
过后要继续了。。。
我好烦啊。。。
有很多的疑问号出现在我脑海里。。。
不单单只是economics，
还有其他的问题。。。
是不是我又做错了什么。。。
我好想念你。。。
也许我不该再想那么多了。。。
aih。。。。。。
最后，
要。。。
加油加油加油！！！

5 too goo...

2009-09-03T13:17:00.003+08:00

arrghh~
终于。。。考试了！！
刚考完英文。。。
接下来是星期六！
haiz。。。
还在想要不要回巴生。。。
还有5科。。。
sien到~~~
大家一起加油吧。。。:)

都不知还有没有人会view这个blog。。。
みなさん、がんばってください！！！

useless ppl (废人) in the next 2 days...XD

2009-08-29T11:33:00.004+08:00

arrrggghhhh!!!!
so sien ar.......
although now at my home...(klang)...
but i duno wad to do....
exam are coming soon...
nex week...
but i cant concentrate....
and actually....
my study method is different....
oways study in the last minute only will remember...
if not...read too early will forget TOTALLY...
urggghhhh....T-T
so..................
i didnt tink to study right now...
on9-ing chit-chat...
watch tv...
PS 2...
blah blah blah....
and later at night got footbal match to watch...
lolx....
looks like enjoying....
but i worry about my exam de....
play a while....then will go take notes see a while...
swt lar...why like tis....
u guys sure wondering why no one care about wad i do...
my family?
nerh.......all go bek penang d....
so boring....
but my sis didnt go bek...
although she didnt go bek.....
errrrrr......
i guess she wont be at home all the time....
hanging out with her frens....>.<
so..........
im home alone....
sien dao~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wan jio ppl out oso duno jio who...
everyone is busy-ing with thier hwks...
haih...haih...haih...
obviously...im not scare be at home...
bcoz everytime like tat...
often alone wad....
but if let me alone at setapak....
woah....definately....
especialy when raining day....
#^%*&^%^#E$%&^(

lolx....
thursday jiu at home d....
friday morning go play badminton with weihao them...
totally shock when see my form5 mix double de partner, (actually not at all)
sue, cut her hair till short short...XD
but quite nice lar...hee^^
see i so gud...kaka..
then....long time didnt play d...
hand oso very pain after play...
and i lose to rex in single match oh....lolx...
but nvm lar...play play only ma...keke...
my knee stil havent go for operation...
stil got a bit "problem" de...
haiz...
but i cant live without sports....haha... :)
hmmmmm......
actually...smtg bothering me....
haiz...
jus hope dun tink too much liao....
later get myself in troble jiu not gud...@.@

and and and....
my leg's finger very pain...
the second one...lolx...
got a biji tings at there...
no matter how i scratch or cut, it wont jus cure...
yesterday my mum bought medicine for it...
she say is the "chicken eye"..i oso duno wad is tat...
so...wan to put medicine, then need to cut off the upper skin 1st lor..
my mum cut it til.....
blood come out...uurrrgghhhhh!!!
tink about it make me fel pain again...
aiks.....so bad...walk oso pain...
but ntg can stop me right now...
if i wanna do smtg, i wont giv up easily... hehe....
so guys, faster jio me play footbal in the evening!!
kaka....XD

k lar...wanna think wad to eat for my lunch d....
T-T....
wan eat wad....
JOR............
another problem...>.<
wuwuwuwu.....

* I-F *

2009-08-18T16:39:00.005+08:00

The word "IF"...very meaningful...

it could change a ppl's mind...

or even life...

im wondering....

if everyting has a IF, perhaps we should think

about wad wil happen before it get worse...

dun make urself lost and duno wad u're actually doing...

IF I DIDN'T COME TO KLANG WHEN IM SMALL...

maybe i'll never noe jiin jiek for 15 years...

and maybe im not in desawan...

never noe more about places...

IF I DIDN'T STUDY AT RAJA MAHADI...

maybe i wont get a chance to noe so many frens...

and form KCA...and not even indian and malay frens...

i get to play f.bal when secondary bcoz got field there...

primary dun hav...

and ar...

meet a lot of ppl...from a pendiam,

talk more now...maybe i had a lot of "gud" fren tat teach me tis...

i talk a lot more compare to b4...

talk more, noe more, but problems occur more oso..

i prefer to live in my small place, small world...

so that i wont tink too much...

but jus er.....i can't...

IF I STUDY AT STAR NOW...

maybe i will hav more time with my frens and my family...

jus bcoz tat i will live with my family, then i can't learn to be independent...

i wouldn't learn how to take care of myself,

eat alone, and everyting i had to do it myself...

if i at STAR, maybe i'll had better relationship with marcus,

since our hse so near...

and maybe i can get more closer with chee siang, kok hua, and jia ren...

we didn't see each other since take results...

and maybe will have some changes of my life...

since "someone" say something about STAR...

p/s: make sure u remember wad u say...i nearly wan change scl tat time...XD

perhaps i should really change to STAR...>.<

i find tat i've lost myself...duno my actual direction...swt...

and maybe i will definitely fail bcoz my result sure not gud in there...

compare to those.....amazing, brilliant, books-worm...

if i at my hse, i can't be drinking coffee and writing blog like now...

and ar.....hmmmmm.....

MARCUS, make sure u do wad u've said! about the 4.0.....hahahaha...

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME...

i would go bek to form3, jus to study hard...

and get gud results in PMR again...

study well my sejarah, so that it would be easy for me now...T-T

stupid subject =hubungan etnik...

and i fel like wan to study at raja mahadi again...

ponteng, lepak, kaubekaubu there...

go other ppl's class...

can see ppl copying homework everyday morning...

go late late...

sleep in class...

and mostly is cheating when exam...

most "qi kek" wan...haha...

but i didn't cheat since form4 ler...so long d...

hope can do it again...wahaha...

but i quite tired of tuition tat time...

so busy busy busy....

sometimes wan sleep oso going...

but most fun is form 5 de english tuition lar...

and thx to shan may bcoz every friday sit beside me

and talk to me...even cheer me up when im down...

and so...our relationship bcm better right?

see...i oways say gud tings about u oso...

but......

IF I BE TOGETHER WITH SHAN MAY...

!!!!OMG...

%$#&*^)$&*^(*@&)(*

imposible...>.<

dun tink about it...haha...

kiding de....ngek ngek...

how many years we noe each other?

3may tel me if u noe...kaka...

IF I KENA H1N1...

i will...

ermmm....

do watever i need to do 1st...

such as...enjoying...

but imposible right?

if kena d...sure need to 隔離...

watch movie oso canot...

but...

i will not tel my fren...

so tat they wont worry...

if i dying....

i hope everyting will jus be fine...

everyone like normal, no response...

so tat i can be peaceful...

and i hope tat i've done wad i supose to b4 i die...

haha..so tat i wont regret...XD

at last...

jus hope everybody take care of urself...

is better to stay at home...

and ar...hope those in sick can recover soon...

p/s: u faster recover and come play "cho dai dee" with me ler! (i hope u see this)

everyone, fight the virus!!!

so.....everyting can happen...

jus if....

if u tink wad u supose to do right now,

dun waste any time...

life is short...

enjoy while u can...

be happy oways...

someting will not go to u,

is u should go get someting tat u want...

u will not get any chance to turn back...

jus if u regret...

remember....IF...

*IF I DIDN'T TEACH SOMEONE HOW TO RIDE A BIKE TAT TIME,*

maybe now she need to walk to scl everyday...wakaka...

even in rain...faster thx me lar...ngek ngek...XD

"PRE"SENTATION...XD

2009-08-11T15:40:00.003+08:00

我病了！

续眼睛痛后，就发烧了。。。

很辛苦。。。

不过现在好多了。。。

只不过还有咳嗽。。。

haiz。。。在这里真的很闷。。

要发霉了。。每一天都在等星期五。。

等回家。。。XD

顺便在这里祝考钢琴的某某丹一切顺利。。。

没有事做。。。

ermmm。。。

在我发烧的那一天，

有presentation。。。

我要说的不是我的感受。。。

很紧张。。。bla bla bla。。。

haiya。。。这些其他人都写到不要写了。。

那天的presentation，每一个人都要穿formal wear。。。

我们全班。。。

还是头一次。。。

在这之前我已经有present一次了。。

hubungan etnik的presentation。。。

gaya拿了xx分。。。哈哈。。。

不过这次的presentation，

那个老师都不懂有没有在听。。。T-T

present完过后，我们还拍照。。

全班的我还没拿到。。。

不过在这结束之前，

献上一张“all-in-black”照片吧~

ah boon, timothy, ah put, Joan, teacher, me, janice, xx, zhane

切，切，切~

2009-07-28T18:10:00.007+08:00

据上次用英文后，我发觉还是用华语比较好。。

英文还要想。。毕竟华语是我的母语~

昨天，第一次在别人的面前拿菜刀。。

在人家面前大显身手。。哈哈。。

我们的chef Brian要我们切这几样东西。。
garlic, onion, leek 等等。。

当然，不是一个人切全部。。

只能切一种。。T-T

我就选leek。。

RC让我知道leek的存在。。^^

Pre-preparation...XD

切好后。。。

接下来，就是煮。。对吧?

错了~还有。。。鸡肉！

血，内脏全都还在！

要我们自己“清理”。。

不过。。。我的组抢着要切。。

Joan和XiaoV清理那只恐怖的鸡。。

我和其他人就去拿材料。。

white pepper, bayleaf等等。。^^

准备下锅了~

过后，我们要等水滚，才可以把蔬菜放下去。。

然后，要把表面上浮着的“东西”拿掉。。

煮得差不多后，我和朋友偷偷的喝了一小口。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

ugrrrhhhhh。。blek。。。。

没味道~

过后才知道。。

因为这只是煮来收的。。XD

这叫做STOCK。。

所以还没有加salt和其他调味料。。

Tadaa。。。。

很遗憾的。。

这个semester已经没有煮了。。

要等到第二学期。。。

蛮好玩的。。。

TIRED week....T-T

2009-07-20T19:50:00.004+08:00

since bcoz of someone, and the same reason as 3may,
then i'll try to use english ba~~~
hihi there~
it has been a long time...didnt post...
coz this few weeks very busy....
and very headache..canot tink wad to write...XD
hmmm....
exam, exam, and exam...
+ assignment and coursework
+ english roleplay
+ football co-co
= TIRED

here my scedule...
TIRED monday (coz got f.bal)
EASY tuesday (1 class + 1 class = 3 hours)
STUPID wednesday (6.30pm to 8pm de class)
GENG thursday (go class from 8am til 5pm and break 1 hour only)
SONG friday (after 12pm can go bek klang but mus wait fook together now)
ENJOYABLE sat & sun (play, lim teh and oso do revision)

haiz...see...me so free de ppl oso wil become like crazy...
summore japanese languague getting me headache now...
listening to the CD and answering those B-L-U-R words...
and very fast...dunno mus repeat how many times...T-T
lately, i'd failed my HI test...
HI (introduction to hospitality industry)...
look the format is easy...objective and true or false..
but then one question i tink is 4 marks...
then total is 100...
since i duno is 100...tot is 2 marks per question or wad...
so i jus tembak all...and lastly, i jus get 42..FAIL
so....as this happen, it makes me quite shock and sad...
fel like crying...but it wont hapen again...
i'll start study by now...
the final test coming soon...

today...20th of july...
after i reach condo at 7.45am,
smtg make me fel bad...
wondering why tis hapen...O.o
as i say jus now...tired monday...
after kitchen practical, then i decide to go back condo...
jus a few second after i went out the class, fook cal me to go jj with
kenny and those girls...
although my leg is pain like hell, but i dun fel like wan to b alone at condo..
so i jus followed....^^
now only got time write coz i dun wan do anyting else...
TIRED!!!

gonna paid for the equipment tis week...
nex week will learn cutting d...^^
so....gonna end here...
paiseh ya..
no picture this time...
didnt take cable from klang...
enjoy read it ba...^^
i miss my frens...and HER... :)
especially 3may...long time didnt chat d...
haiz...so at the end...
i would like to wish those in STAR (Jean, vian, leng, and marcus)
gud luck in exam...(i heard is end of this month)
and those who gonna exam...(shahbandar)
and oso my class mate, H4, one more month to go,
gambate kudasai!
cheers~~~

18岁的生活。。。

2009-06-27T01:01:00.007+08:00

我回来了！

上次说会写些关于我的college life。。
现在才抽空出来。。很忙。。

大家久等了~

Hmmm。。。都不懂要从哪里开始讲起。。

就从我住的地方吧~

在Setapak Ria Condominium。。说过了对吧。。

生活还好。。但只有一个字形容。。闷！

虽然说有wireless internet，有laptop，

可是每天做同样的事也会腻的叻。。。

多多架Laptop~

然后。。。

福庭没有laptop，所以有时候就让他用咯。。

（每一天？）

还有一件事，有时候睡觉一起来，

开眼睛就会看到。。。

Ta Daa~~~~~

Ah Fook睡在我旁边。。

就连我自己也会下一跳。。

Ermmm。。。

接下来就让你们看看房间吧~

相信锦杰不会介意的Hor。。。

蛮乱的。。。^^

锦杰的橱和我的“橱”

我的东东。。。XD

这里楼下一楼有得吃。。

每天都懒惰走去外面吃。。

所以就只好。。。haiz。。。

虽然价钱会贵一点，可是蛮多人的。。

每次吃都要花至少RM5以上吧。。

对了，刚才所谓的外面吃，

就是去一间叫“Kedai Makanan Sky”的店。。
哈哈。。。我开的。。。

我没开玩笑咯，这是真的。。

当然不是我开的啦。。

到了晚上。。

天气不会很热。。

锦杰就会和其他人去游泳。。

有时候10点晚上才去！

Haiz。。很佩服。。

而我就会在天台。。。

夜景~~~

好了。。现在就写关于我的学校。。

很大咯！！！

第一个星期还会迷路。。

要拿地图才明白。。。ugrrrhhh。。。

不过现在就还好啦。。

每一个科目都在不一样的地方上。。

去最多的是DK ABC。。。

就是这里~

此外，block V也是我常去的地方。。

Block V~~~

日文，英文，Intro To Hospitality Industry，都在这里咯。。。

还记得第一天上课之前。。

每个人都要去抄时间表。。

早上就很多人了。。。汗一直流。。。

到下午4点都还有17个人在抄！

恐怖。。。

上课还好咯。。。

比较有兴趣的是kitchen management & sanitation。。

上次教的是用具。。

据我所知第2个semester才会学煮。。。

蛮期待的。。。

很多。。。不可能写到完吧。。呵呵。。

最后。。。

写这个blog的时候已经是27th June (2.30am)了。。

祝6月26日生日的Joan生日快乐。。。

还有。。。

即将来临的生日。。。

一个对我很重要的人。。

先在这里祝你吧。。

我想也应该不会看到你。。

真希望那天能够回去klang。。

如果不是有考试，我一定偷偷回去。。

哈哈。。。

7月1号生日的

某某丹，生日快乐~~~

@#$^&(!(%!#?)&%$@?!^*(%@$!????

2009-06-04T19:01:00.007+08:00

Ohayogozaimasu~

"Hajimemashite,
watashi wa sky desu,
Dozo yoroshiku onegai shimasu~~~"

4月5号这一天，是我第一次学日语~
蛮过瘾的。。
我的course，hotel management,
其中一定要拿的语文科就是外语。。
我们可以选择拿japanese or french。。
个人认为日文比较容易学吧。。
我的group4加group3大约有20个人选择日文。。
我们的"sensei" 是mr.Loo。。。
很严一下的。。。
第一天就要我们背一段自我介绍。。
然后，要我们记住每一个人的名字。。
忘记的话，就要我们用日文来问他们。。
蛮惨的。。就中我。。
还好。。我不记得两个而已。。
哈哈。。不过很好玩。。
erm。。。我就在这教一点吧~

osokunatte domo sumimasen
*sorry for being late

sumimasen, onamae wa?
*excuse me, what's your name?

moichido onegai shimasu?
*can u say again?

kombanwa
*good evening

o-genki desu ka?
*how are u?

ki o tsukete
*take care

就学着这样先啦~
除此之外，我们还要写笔顺。。
wuwu。。。
好像一年级。。T___________T
学写的是hiragana。。
像华语，也是有a, i, u, e, o。。
不过次序是这样排。。。
接下来有ka, ki, ku, ke, ko, sa, shi, su, se, so等等。。
目前我才记得这15个怎样写。。。
有30个要记。。下个星期四要spelling。。。
所以。。。感觉好可怜。。。
不过我会加油的~
timothy san和Joan san一起加油哦~

还有。。不好意思。。
有关我的学校还有我的住宿的blog我可能迟一些才写。。
最近有点忙。。不大有时间写。。
assignment已经有了。。
还没动到。。原因啊。。。在condo那里。。。
前几天有人的internet wireless 没有放password。。
所以。。我们就可以上网咯。。
猜都知道我就是玩RC。。。
没办法。。太闷了。。
哈哈。。。
so。。就停在这里。。
Oyasumi nasai~ (good night)

TaGGeD...

2009-05-29T12:59:00.004+08:00

shan may, weihao, chingleng, & jean had tagged...
Pity gek SKY,who dun hav internet to used right now at setapak and terpaksa
to on9 at school library to post this...T-T

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
don't really know...duhh...

2.how did you feel when you woke up this morning?
mong cha cha...

3.who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
ermm...with chingleng i think..at BBQ party...

4.would you consider yourself spoiled?
maybe...XD

5.will you everdonate blood?
depends...if really had to then i'll...

6.have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yup...

7.do you want someone to be dead?
sometimes...or when i get crazy..haha..

8.what does your last text message say?
*you all manage to change scl hor..nex time go celebrate la..haha..nite..*

9.what are u thinking right now?
6pm-go bek condo after class, 7pm-to KL sentral after take LRT, then 8pm-reach KTM..

10. do you want someone to be with you now?
maybe...or maybe not...

11.what was the time you went to bed last night?
1.30am ba...cant sleep and sembang with JJ..haha

12.where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
dun really know..forget jor..

13.is someone on your mind right now?
ermmm...ya..hee^^

14.who was the last person who text you?
shear leen...

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. shear leen
2. jiin jiek
3. wei vian
4. wei fen
5. kenny
6. adrian
(jus fill in as i dun hav much ppl left to tag)
7. phei jean
8. shan may
9. ching leng
10. wei hao

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
single...(go for tat treasurer tat u say she's pretty..XD)

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female...

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
cannot ba...o.O

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
degree in hotel management...

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
1. yesterday night ba...
2. few hours ago...
3. b4 i leave klang...
4. yesterday...
5. yesterday too...
6. long time d..since he start scl life then no more...
7. in this week ba..since i forget is what day...
8. yesterday evening...
9. at msn...b4 i start study,after bbq party...
10. at NJ..XD

20. Is no. 4 single?
she with num 5...

21.Say something about no. 2.
tadika, primary,secondary,even college...know each other 13years++...
summore now same room wth me..

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
wow...duan bei??

23.Describe no. 9.
tall...same class with her 3 years..good and nice person..XD

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
i'll help num 7...haha

25. Do you like 8?
of coz...very very very good with her...XD

未来之家。。。

2009-05-05T00:51:00.010+08:00

5月4号这一天。。。

早上8点随着福庭，建忠，锦杰，

还有Ah Bok一起去了新家。。。

所谓新家。。。

就是5月开学后所住的地方。。。

但。。。

我们并不是马上搬进去住。。

我们的目的就是要。。。“大扫除”

出发前一天，我还在想要带什么。。

结果两手空空就坐Ah Bok的车去了。。

原来有人已经有带"ga chang"了。。>.<

以Ah Bok惊人的140km/hour，一小时就到了。。

（幸好还活着）

到达了后，我才知道condo的名是setapak ria。。

上到第8楼，第一间就是了。。。

充满期待的我，没有失望。。。

里面果然很大。。。

有4间房间和2间厕所。。。

客厅超大～

大门～

好了。。。

然后。。。我们就开始分工合作。。。

在打扫之前，避免有任何重要东西不见，

所以我们。。。

电话，皮包，锁匙。。。

Bok开始扫地，建忠和福庭就抹大大片的玻璃窗。。

我和锦杰就清理阳台。。。

那个阳台。。。WALAU E!!!

@%$*&^%(*&^)%#$%@

真的是什么都有。。。

糖果纸，棉花棒，汽水罐，纸张，

笔盖，鳄鱼舌叶，木材，水桶，Fern,

塑胶圈，塑料袋，泥土，沙。。。

最多的是香烟。。。

猜想以前住这里的一定是一班“老狗”。。。

抽烟的人。。。

haih。。。

过了不久，锦杰就去抹窗和门。。。

Ah Bok扫完地后，就去刷厕所的墙壁。。。

Haiya。。。

总而言之。。。抹地，洗地，刷地，

什么都做。。。但是。。。

如果有机会的话，我想要。。

颁发最佳清洁奖给福庭。。

厕所经过他的一番“努力”后，

也显得特别干净。。。^-^

(送你7个“不”。。。)

他那不屈不挠，不假思索，不分青红皂白，不管他人，

不顾一切，不遗余力，不要脸的精神，在下佩服佩服～～

看到厕所，我以后一定会想起你。。。哈哈

经过我们的杰作后，

屋子焕然一新。。。（华语还没退步）

只不过。。家徒四壁。。

Ah Bok也看起来累坏了。。。

休息～～～

虽然忙了半天，不过一切都是值得的。。

望向天台，看到那美丽的风景，

什么疲倦也都没有了。。。

风景？？？

ermm。。。

打扫完后，吃午餐，就回了。。。

虽然照片很少，不过以后会拍多一点，

和大家分享。。。^-^

期待着搬进去的那一天。。。拜～

2009第一战！

2009-04-19T15:14:00.014+08:00

时间：早上8点

地点： Bandar Botanic Padang

日期： 18/4/09

BTFC Vs FUFC

将近半年没有踢足球比赛了。。。

这次实在是很精彩。。。

先说说我们的球队吧～

介绍一下。。。XD

Fantasy United FC (FUFC)

虽然我们平时都没有说我们的球队是什么名,

可是据我所知是这个名吧。。。

大多数是叫KCA而已。。。哈哈。。。

我们的队长，不错。。

就是乔丰。。。

队员们>>>

1号Marcus (门将)

2号俊良

3号Adrian

4号衍豪

5号伟康

6号德智

7号福庭

8号伟豪

9号建忠

10号乔丰（对长）

17号佳安

23号远迈

26号耀华

看起来。。。像是有很多人。。

只不过。。。现在已经越来越少了。。。

T_______T

攻： 40

守： 80

BTFC

一支很棒的球队。。

差不多一半的人都是代表学校的。。。

认识的就有尚尊和子刚。。。老实说。。。

对战过几次，赢或输都有。。。

不可轻敌。。。

攻： 70
守： 45

好了～～

说一说当天的情况。。。
比赛前一天，才知道不够人。。。

唯有叫友权。。。

终于有11个人。。。

前锋：乔丰，建忠

中场：福庭，远迈，伟豪，友权

后卫：德智，我，衍豪，耀华

门将： Surendran

由于Marcus当天要做工，Adrian膝盖受伤，

俊良不得空，佳安不能踢，

所以他们没有玩。。。

商量之后，早上7点就要在乔丰家集合。。。

3辆车，人到齐后，就出发了～

注**要提醒大家，马路如虎口。。。驾车千万不要玩玩。。

危险驾驶的德智和福庭，听我的劝告吧～哈哈。。。

（其实包或我在内）

8点多就到那边了。。

好了。。话不多说。。

马上开战！！！

比赛时间是70分钟，分上下半场。。。

将近25分钟时，发生了一些事。。。

后卫的任务，就是把球"CLEAR"上去。。。

很不幸的。。。我"CLEAR"的球，

很用力的打在友权得脸。。。

这就是友权在MSN所谓的HEADSHOT。。

haih。。。对不起。。。不是有意的。。。
不但如此，而且还射爆了他的眼镜。。。

友权的眼镜。。。T－T

而且眼睛旁边还流血！！

一点点啦。。。

不过我真的很内疚。。。

对不起。。。。。。。。。。

这件事导致友权看不清楚，

所以我队以10人VS11人。。。

不过上半场结束后，

我们依然保持着，不给敌人破蛋。。

休息时间。。。XD

erm。。。很像在谈天。。

下半场开始了。。。

我们依然以一样的阵容迎战。。。

如果没有失误的话，我们可以和对方打成平手。。。

只不过。。。

65分钟左右，对方太多人攻上来了。。

其中一个人起脚射门。。。

球只是滚而已。。。

但却。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

打到一个人的脚，弹起来，

无人防守的10号球员用头把球顶入。。。

要说是他"am gong"不可以，

说我们失误也不可以。。。

Haih。。。

就这样。。。时间也不多。。。

就。。。输了。。。

比起上次输3比0，是好多了。。。

不过我们也没有因为输了而不服气。。。

心服口服。。。

想起之前有其中一个人"slide"我，

看我的膝盖时，发觉有一点肿。。。

就是因为之前受伤过，所以跑比以前慢了很多。。。

***在这劝大家运动要小心，不然。。。emmm。。。

是什么了。。。对了。。。

“一失足成千古恨”～

Picture Jor。。。

8号伟豪。。。。RocKet

乔丰*我

Ronaldo & Lampard

sorry to 友权。。。。。。。。。。。。

比赛结束后。。。累死了。。。

受伤的Adrian

很晒叻。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

球跌进湖里。。。

过后。。。我们一班人到天地去吃早餐。。。

在那里。。。

我们看到了一位。。。

多天不见的朋友－－佩仪

哈哈。。在帮爸爸卖经济饭。。。

不过。。。人太多了。。。

桌子上爆满。。。

恐怖。。。。。

好了。。

也许以后都没有机会比赛了。。

做工的做工，读书的读书。。。

要聚在一起都困难。。。

在此告一段落。。。
T__________T

拜～

一转眼的时间。。。

2009-04-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

第一个BLOG。。。
好久没写了～～
我回来了～
也许。。是受影响。。
也难怪啦。。
朋友一个个都有blog。。
T_____T
一转眼。。
已经2009年四月了。。
过不久就要开课了。。
之前做工都没有好好的享受。。
现在享受其他人却在读书了。。
haih。。。
现在这个并不重要。。
重要的是。。
我的薪水！！！！！
虽然已经没工作，变成失业人士，
不过我的薪水竟然还没到手！！
好心。。。
已经13天了。。
差不多有900＋＋的叻。。。
不甘心。。。
再不给我，我就没有$$了。。。
对了。。。
在这里，这个机会，
我要向你们介绍我的一个朋友。。
她是我以前的同事。。。
而且跟我同一天辞职。。
她是雪凌。。。
对我很好，在popular可以说是
我的 “开姐”。。。
第一个约我去吃饭，去走走。。
自从工作以来，
我都很少出去逛街，走走。。
现在反而每天都很得空。。。
哈哈。。
每天休息时间我都会在她的部门，
和她聊天。。（ CD－RAMA )
不然太闷了！！！
有时不止是我，就连其他人，
加起来都有5，6 个。。。
haih。。。
都是成年往事了。。
过了，就只能当做回忆。。。
她，我就只能说。。
"你还很年轻，要对自己有信心，
相信你是最好的。。。"
有空一起喝茶吧～

最后献上一张宝贵的相片。。。

Shear Leen*thx for being my fren...

^*= 天空的回忆 =*^

逃避的谎

"新"大学

你想过吗？

静静，静静就好。

久违的心情

心疼

To her

你不了解的双子座

Distance

做么叻？

礼物

就如胸口中了刀。

Tikus

Friendship's relation

有时候，有时候。

T-T

最爱

女孩

干杯！

CAR*

upset

Face IT...

Holidays~

Again

Harsh

你不知道的事

中伤。

平淡的"烦恼"

"惊"验。

Don't talk to me, i don't want to "hurt" you..

New*

忆，雨爱。

that's life...

给小雨。

回忆。。

msn's fault

hate August...

G E M I N I

"晚上的星空"

给自己的信

想着想着。。

我讨厌"你"!

无聊。。

TO Someone who need HoneY~

星底话。。

天，你怎么了？

给"赌后"的话

Dream & Reality

我不想。。

"1sT" of "3rD"

RanDoM...

pls go away...faster end!

Stress are COMING soon...

StranGer

manners is IMPORTANT

H4 poem

"NoThinG is LIFE ; LIFE is BlAnK"

Its All FeLiCiA...

sad...T.T and angry!!! >_<

H4-ever oh?

DOWN...T-T

BLow waTer bout SEM 2...

笨蛋のholidays......

对不起。。。

5 too goo...

useless ppl (废人) in the next 2 days...XD

* I-F *

"PRE"SENTATION...XD

切，切，切~

TIRED week....T-T

18岁的生活。。。

@#$^&(!(%!#?)&%$@?!^*(%@$!????

TaGGeD...

未来之家。。。

2009第一战！

一转眼的时间。。。

^= 天空的回忆 =^